Far too Damaged... (Jason Dean X Veronica Fan - Fic)

Chapter 13~No sleep for the haunted

Veronicas POV:
For the last few hours, I've been hopelessly staring at the ceiling trying to make myself sleepy. However, it's obviously not working every time I close my eyes I can hear them in my head. Turning over on my side for the twelfth time in the last 20 minutes I groan in frustration and once more bury my head into my pillow. By now it has to be around 3 am and the chances of me getting any sleep at all now are extremely low. Thanks, a lot Heather!

JDs POV:
For what feels like forever my eyes have been staring up at the ceiling in hopes that naturally, I'll fall asleep. However, it's not fucking working every time I start to drift off I hear their voices in my mind taunting me. I groan and roll over onto my side again maybe now it will be more comfortable and I can finally sleep. A few minutes pass as I lie in silence waiting for my eyes to close but nothing fucking happens, I slam my fist into the pillow in anger. Its got to be like early morning now so there's no fucking point in even trying this shit. How is it that Ram and Kurt are even more annoying dead than alive!

From the room next door, I hear Veronica groaning and rustling about on her bed. Somethings keeping her up too or at least it sounds like that. I pull back the covers and swing my legs over the edge of the bed stretching before getting up and walking towards the door. Ronnie is still shuffling in her bed when I push the door open and step into the room. Upon seeing me she sits bolt upright and jumps "Fuck! What are you doing you scared me Jd!" She whispers angrily.

I laugh a little before making my way over and sitting next to her. She looks back at me through the darkness and even tho I can't see her full face I just know she's happy that I came to her.
"Ghosts keeping you up again?" I ask softly placing my hand across her back and rubbing small circles up and down her spine with my fingers. She nods politely and says quietly
"I can't get their voices out of my head, the screams JD, the screams"

At this moment I can't help but feel responsible for Veronica's nightmares if I hadn't have dragged her into this if I hadn't convinced her to kill them if only she'd have stayed away she wouldn't be sat next to me right now looking vulnerable and tired. I pull her close to me and gently plant a kiss on the top of her head sighing once more I decide to tell veronica about my own personal ghost visit.

"I saw Ram and Kurt" I state blankly.

"Wh-hat?" Veronica chokes.

"I saw them and they were even more obnoxious than when they were breathing" I growl remembering how I was unable to punch that dick in the face for saying my girl wouldn't survive childbirth.

Next, to me, veronica leans further into my grip and pulls us both to lie down, as she nuzzles her head just above my chest I feel that anger fade. Ronnie rubs her eyes with her right hand and murmurs softly
"Can we talk about it tomorrow?"

"Sure baby" I respond resting my chin on top of her head and finally closing my eyes long enough to drift off to sleep with the sounds of the love of my life breathing quietly next to me...

Veronica's POV:
I listen to the soft thumping of JDs heart as I feel my eyelids start to close I stay somewhat alert a few minutes waiting to hear the same horrific screaming. Nothing happens the only noise I hear is the beating of his heart and listening to that pleasant noise finally I fall asleep...

A/N
So you received a little change in the last two chapters showing JDs view rather than Veronica's all the time. This will be continued within the next few chapters with one chapter, in particular, is completely narrated by JD
Other than that I wanted to thank my readers for reaching 5k! When I started writing Far Too Damaged I didn't even think 1k was achievable but here we are 5k! Thank you so so much! <3
Kea xox