Just Best Friends (Park Jimin FF)

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Y/N POV

When I get to school I see Jackson with some girl by his locker, they were leaning in.....closer....and....closer.....until Jackson sees me and pushes the girl away. "YAH!" the girl yells at him "I'm sorry, but I have a girlfriend" as soon as he says that I feel my heart break, he just used me? but then he walks up to me "Lee Y/N, I've observed you for some time and I think I like you, you're the perfect fit to be my girlfriend. So will you-" I nod violently because I couldn't form words out of my mouth.

I don't even notice, but there seems to be a crowd around us and then I see Jimin walk past us. He glances toward our direction and for a second his eyes seem sad? betrayed? hurt? but he turns away and leaves. Jackson cups my face in his hands and leans in to give me a kiss, I lean in too, but the teacher comes out of the classroom. "What is going on over here? Do that on your  own time! Everyone back to your classes!!!" She yells and leaves.

JIMIN POV

I was walking back to my locker after class when I heard "Lee Y/N, I've observed you for some time and I think I like you, you're the perfect fit to be my girlfriend. So will you-" she starts nodding like crazy. I scoff, what he really means is "Lee Y/N you've been the only girl not dying over me yet, your a perfect new toy for me, so will you do me the pleasure of playing with your heart and dumping you?" But Y/N seems oblivious. 

She looks around and then her eyes meet mine, my world seems to stop, but her's doesn't as she turns to face Jackson. I couldn't watch the scene any longer, so I walk away. 

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This goes on for months and months.........Y/N and Jackson.....together and my heart breaking piece by piece. One day Y/N comes to me and says "Jimin~~~ I'm moving in with Jackson~~" I am left speechless. "W-when?" "Today, I'm gonna go pack my stuff now." She's about to leave, but I hold her arm "Y-Y/N P-please don't l-leave. I-I-" "Jimin you'll be fine" She removes my grip from her hands and goes upstairs. 

Once she comes down again, I hold her arm again and ramble anything that comes from my mouth "We c-came here together, b-but you can't just leave me alone. We're in this together, Y-Y/N I know you love Jackson, but what about me? I- I really" I gulp trying to tell her the truth. She looks at me expectantly, like she's hoping for something.......something to hold her back "Y/N I really...I-" but my coward self wins and I let her arm down. I look down guilty, afraid, sad, hating myself even more.

Before she leaves she turns around once, I see tears pool up in her eyes, but she turns away so I can't see them "Bye Jimin" she says and leaves.

I close the door and slowly sit down, shaking uncontrollably, I'm mad, jealous, nervous, I feel betrayed, but my anger over powers. I get up and throw the vase from the table, shattering it to pieces "YOU'RE SUCH A DAMN PIECE OF COWARD SHIT" "YOU'RE SO FUCKING USELESS" "YOU COULDN'T EVEN TELL HER YOUR FEELINGS!" thoughts are swimming in my head and I don't know when I crash for the day.

Y/N POV

Jackson and my relationship has been.......quite an experience? The first 3 months were great, but then he started being aggressive. He didn't hurt me physically, he just hated it when I hung out with other guys or didn't inform him when I have other plans. He asked me to move with him and I was really happy, maybe we can resolve things this way? 

When I went to Jimin's apartment to get my belongings he looks so sad and broken, he started to say something, but he couldn't finish his sentence, a part of me wished he told me what he felt, what he wanted to say..........but it was too late and I moved to Jackson's house. A part of me wanted Jimin to tell me something that would hold me back, but that didn't happen. 

I was so blinded by love, I didn't see my own best friend suffer and break. Now it's too late because moving into Jackson's house was my biggest mistake and now it's all mess.