Just Best Friends (Park Jimin FF)

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Y/N POV

"Tae-" I'm cut off with his lips smashing on mine, I don't respond immediately, but then again this is just a part of a game and Jimin probably wouldn't mind. The worst part is my body is responding to his kiss, his lips ask for an entrance which I give.

His tongue exploring my mouth and then he picks me up, I wrap my legs around his waist, my hands pulling on his hair. "You--Don't--know--how--long I--waited--for--this" he says between kisses. His lips travel down to my necks giving me sloppy kisses, hopefully he doesn't leave hickeys.

Suddenly something thuds in the room and I can hear everyone outside laughing, I look at the clock in my room "WE'VE BEEN IN HERE FOR 10 MINUTES!" I shriek and push Taehyung off me. He pouts, but I cup his cheeks in between my hands, "Tae, don't be sad" he instantly smiles and pecks me on the lips, my eyes widen in horror, but he was probably caught in the moment.

JIMIN POV

7 minutes feel like 7 years! The worst part is that they stayed in there for 10 minutes. I was gonna go stop them, but everyone held me back "Let em' have there own moment chim" I huff and sit back down. 

Finally both of them come down stairs, their faces flushed red, Y/N's hair a damn mess, and her lips swollen, Taeyung looks happy and hops down the stairs holding his hand out to Y/N. I fallow her every movement with my eyes to get her to look at me, but she doesn't.

Honestly I feel like shit, I saw- well I heard- no- but like I knew that my best friend and the girl I love were in that room, making out. I feel like drowning someone in the ocean, obviously not Taehyung and Y/N cuz they are special to me, even though I should feel like drowning them.

I can't bare to watch them sit together like that, him looking at her so intensely, and her looking back at him, she never looked at me this way. That spark in her eyes- I-I can s-see it, my heart feels like it's been shattered into infinite amount of pieces, watching him eye fuck her.

I can feel anger hitting me like a train, she is mine, but I have no control over her. I hate this feeling, why did it have to be her? out of all the girls I could've loved, why was it her? she made me feel so special, made me feel loved, and then my feelings for her started to develop, and she just told me she loves me too, but then I am no one in her eyes. 

Just another guy who loves her, I take deep breaths to calm down. "Jimin?" I hear rm hyung call out to me "yes, hyung?" I don't bother looking up at him "Are you okay?" Jin hyung asks "yes, I just feel tired, I'll take my leave first. Thank you all, bye" I mumble the last part, and walk upstairs my eyes filling up with tears.

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I really felt what I wrote for Jimin, honestly I feel like shit, cuz being treated like shit by the person you love, makes you actually feel like shit. 

But you know what? Fuck em' I love myself more than I love him, so I'm not gonna keep dealing with his shit, he needs to put his act together, stop eye fucking every girl he sees, and he also shouldn't expect another chance from me, because all he's gonna get in return is my middle finger and a "Fuck you, asshole"