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💯ZionI had to suck it up. I just jumped to conclusions two months ago. It probably hurt her. But I was hurt too. Even without knowing exactly what was going on, it hurt that he was calling her baby. She was my baby.
I guess everyone is right. I need to talk to her. She probably moved on. I know how Rylah is, she can't sit with no interaction. Like we talked about, we are fuck and duck people. We don't catch feelings, we are just in it for a quick fuck. I'm not gonna lie I definitely did do a quick fuck after the breakup.
I had to clear my mind. I knew that the guys and other girls would probably hate me but that's besides the point. I did let Diamond slide through. Even Sammi. I was bored and trying to get my mind off Rylah. None of it was any use. She is always on my mind. Maybe we can sort this out. I don't know anymore.
I dialed her number.
"Hello" She said on the other end. Her voice sounded raspy. It was low and almost torn sounded. Like she was losing her voice.
"Rylah" I said. I heard a gasp from the other end.
"Yes Zion" She said.
"I think we should talk"
"Well that's what we're doing now so what about it" She said.
"That's not what I mean, like in person"
"Where Zion" She said sounding annoyed.
"At the cafe"
"Be there in a half hour or I'm leaving" She said hanging up. I sighed. It sounds like she doesn't want anything to do with me. I wouldn't either. I did what she thought I was going to do but I'm pretty sure that she did the same. I got ready to leave for the cafe.
I drove to the cafe with sweat dripping off of me. I was completely nervous. I can't let her know that I'm nervous. I can't let it show how much this broke me. I can't let it hurt me like I know it does.
I made it to the cafe and saw Rylah sitting at our old spot. She was drinking water. She looked so good but she probably isn't stuck on me like I am on her. I need to move on.
"Hey" I said sitting down. She looked up at me and gave a slight smile. I returned it.
"So what did you want to talk about" She asked.
"Just how are you doing" I said.
"I'm fine, I've been getting myself together"
"That's great"
"What about you. What have you been up to"
"Ummm I've been doing music. I was going to have Nick pick Kobe up so they can both stay over"
"Ok, that'll be fine. So you have been better I guess"
"Yea, you did me a favor. I get to work on my music more and im getting better. Giving the fans more" I said.
"Oh" She said. Her mood changed slightly.
"I totally understand. I'm happy for you" She said giving her fakest smile. I could see right through her. She was completely broken and she was hiding something.
"Is there something you want to tell me" I asked. Her mood dropped completely and she looked at her phone.
"Umm I have to go, I'll make sure Nick picks up Kobe. Thank you" She said as she left. I was confused but understanding. She probably wasn't comfortable anymore. She probably couldn't stay for more than the hour we were there. I called Edwin.
"I fucked up Ed, I gave her the wrong impression" I said. He sighed.
"Only you" He said.
💯Rylah
I called Nick.
"I fucked up Nick, I didn't tell him" I said.
"Why" He asked.
"He is better without me. He definitely doesn't want my baby. I'm sorry but I just couldn't" I said tearing up.
"He damn sure isn't better without you. Broken maybe. But it's ok you didn't tell him yet" He said.
"Ok" I said and I hung up. I drove home and cried.
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