✞ 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚊 𝚠 𝚊 𝚢 • 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚛 ✞

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 3 ✞

"can i get a light?" he asked, his cigarette barely hanging onto his lip.

"can i get your name?" i laughed getting an eye roll in return

"you don't know who i am? you're at my party" a smirk was plastered on his face but i just stared at him unknowingly.

"i'm blackbear." he smiled as i lit his cigarette for him and then lit my own. well no shit, i knew you were blackbear when you said it was your party.

"what kind of a name is that?" i giggled "i want your actual name, mr bear."

"matthew musto." he smiled taking a drag.

"hmm... matthew suits you." i smiled softly looking him over before handing him my neon green lighter "i'm malibu, malibu rose."

"i know. i've heard of you." he smirked making me blush.
i knew what he meant was that he had seen one of my more risqué photo shoots, i got that response from basically every male i've ever told my name to.

we stood there in silence for a while, finishing up our cigarettes. "come on, let's get back in there. don't want to miss out on the fun." he winked taking my hand in his and leading me back into the bedroom where everyone had started another blunt rotation.

"we were going to wait for you but... yeah." gerald shrugged hitting the blunt.

"i don't believe i ever got your name?" i asked the other man sitting across the room who was already busting out more lines
"oh, sorry. i'm mike." he smiled.

he spoke so sweetly, and he didn't really seem like he belonged in this place. i wouldn't have taken him as someone that used... but then again most people don't see me as a druggie either.

3 hours, many blunts and even more lines later we were all chatting like we had been best friends since we were five. "oh come on, that's not at all how that went down." i pushed gerald's shoulder playfully as he told stories to embarrass me.

"you were so drunk, mali. that's exactly how it went down." he laughed and i just rolled my eyes.

"no, i can dance no matter how fucked i am. ijust picked the most uncoordinated man in the whole club to dance with." i sighed

"mmhm okay." he mumbled taking a sip of his drink.

my phone buzzed in my lap and i glanced at the screen.

jess 👑: babe, where are you?
jess 👑: meet me in the kitchen, let's do shots

okay, be there in a minute babe. i typed back

"alrighty boys, i'm going to go find my girl." i gave g a small kiss on the cheek before making my way out of the room and back downstairs in search of jess.

"malibu!" she squealed taking my hand "we're doing shots." she pulled me into the kitchen where there was already a line of shot glasses full and laid out.

we did every shot that was laid out for us and i was so fucked i could barely stand. "i love you so much mali." jess giggled leaning on me for support. "i think... we're drunk jess." i laughed falling to the floor and bringing her down with me. the house had cleared out a lot by now and the people that did remain were either asleep or about to be.

"found her." i heard a voice laugh, i looked up and it was g. i started giggling as he pulled me up off the ground.

"you're so strongg, gerald." i giggled, he rolled his eyes at me "you're like 80 pounds mali."

"do you want to just stay here?" Matthew asked softly and i just nodded and yawned.

"here, you get mali. i'll grab jess." g handed me over to matt, he lifted me up into his arms and carried me like a child.

i rested my head against his chest as he made his way upstairs. "here, you can sleep on my bed. i'll take the couch."

"you're fine to sleep in your own bed, just don't try anything." i giggled struggling to pull my jeans off of me

"there's a belt.." he laughed softly as i struggled

"oh my god help me, matt." i whined and he helped me pull off my pants.

he walked over to his closet and returned with a neon orange t-shirt. i didn't even care that he was standing directly next to me, i stripped out of my body suit and put the baggy shirt on.

"thank you." i smiled, my eyes already sealed tight as i laid my head down on the pillow.

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𝚠𝚘𝚠. 𝚜𝚘 𝚒 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚝.  𝚒 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚘𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚐𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢.

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