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7.5

We've begun the tests. Sure, it's risky, dangerous, and unheard of, but that's the fun part, isn't it?

Of course, we are only using small injections for now. A mere drop in the ocean of progress.

I may need ——'s help again. I hope not.

Their methods tend to be... ruthless.

:):

————- is holding fairly well. They haven't cracked under pressure just yet.

——- is distracted. Just like —— said they would be.

Who am I do doubt ——? I owe them my life, my status, and my project.

I suppose I am subject to anything —— wants to do to me. I just hope they don't —- —- —— — ——-.

:):

The doses have become larger. Three thimblefuls. Our dear test subject is beginning to feel... uncomfortable.

Maybe this is immoral.

It most likely is.

But if we want to ————- ———— ————, like —— said, we must pay a fee.

I just hope the fee is not too tall.

:):

Although I feel terrible about this, I must admit that the progress we have made is astonishing. The amount of ———— ———— in the ————— has gone down significantly.

I am proud of myself. And of ————-, of course. Without them this entire process would be null.

——- is still distracted.

:):

Progress is wonderful! Especially when you've made so much of it!

There are so many people in the ————— that are happy. —— is spreading their root further yet.

I don't understand why they're doing this. It endangers them.

So why are they trying to eradicate ———— ———— if they are one themselves?

:):

The happiness is reigning at full power now.

————- is nearly broken. Nearly shattered into little pieces.

I've watched him break down. I've watched them break him into pieces and spit on him.

It's terrible.

But it must be done.

—— says that this is safe. That it's necessary. I believe them.

On a better note, everything is swell! It can only go uphill from here!

:):

...Something isn't right.

:):

...

What have I done?