I Hate You

37

Shiv pov

I did it again

I again messed the things

Now she is angry again, I shouldn't have done that

Shivaay your are an idiot

I sighed and walked towards my room and as soon as I opened my room door I got shocked

Ani POV

As soon as I reached my room I changed and lay on my bed but my mind was clouded with the thoughts of our make out session only

I don't know but his eyes shows same care, respect, lust, desire and....... Love

But if his feelings are still the same then why the hell he betrayed me, why he always pretend that he is sanaya's perfect husband in front of the world

Is he playing with both of us, no I know him enough to say that he will not betray the person he loves

But does he love you

His eyes says that

His eyes used to say that before also but he choose sanaya over you

I don't know what they have, they look so closer, shivaay cares for her a lot and may be he love her also

What may be he choose her over you of course he loves her

But then his eyes why they speak something else, why I always melt in front of those eyes

I love him and it hurts to see him with someone else but then again who am I no one and she is his wife

God Anika you are coming between them you are becoming a home wrecker

Eww,..... It's sound so low I can't be a home wrecker I think I should maintain distance everything is back on track and I don't think I should ruin it

I sighed and close my eyes thinking about the one person who has my heart

Next morning

I was getting ready for the ceremony well today is the last ceremony and tomorrow is the wedding

I can't believe this rudra is getting married that too with bhavya at least my friends are getting the happiness they deserve

Soon after getting ready in tradition indian lehnga I headed towards the venue

As soon as I reached I saw my girlfriends sitting and chatting I headed towards them and greeted them

"Finally you are here, I don't know why you always remain busy Anika"gauri said with fake anger

"Yess you didn't spend time with us since you came and it's wedding tomorrow then you will go back to new York"mallika said with frown

"Relax guys I'm all yours tonight so forgive this poor friend of yours"I said with a puppy face

"Done but you will be with us whole night"gauri said with a huge grin

"Done"I said and hugged her

Soon I saw shanaya and shivaay talking with each other in a corner, both were having nervous expression

I immediately turn my face from them before anybody notice me staring them

"Oh god somebody is looking so beautiful"om said coming towards us and soon he hugged me "finally got time for us"he mocked and I smiled

"Where is rudra"I asked and he sighed "he is still getting ready he is showing more tantrums than bhavya"he said and I laughed

Soon we all started talking and after sometime shanaya join us

"Um.... Anika I want to talk to you"she whisper in my ear, I nodded and we excused us from others

What she wants to talk, did shivaay told her about yesterday's stunt, oh no...... What will I say to her, how will I explain her

No I don't want to create a misunderstanding but oh god

"Anika actually shivaay....."she started but I cut her off

"Shanaya I know what you want to say"I said and she looked at me confused "you know what I want to talk about"she said with confusion and nervousness "yeah"I replied

"Anika actually...."she started and I again cut her

"Shanaya, don't think about it was nothing and I will make sure it will not gonna happen again"I said and she gave me a confused look

"Anika I think you took it wrong I want to say something else"she said and now I got confused

"Anika I..."she started but pinky aunty interrupted us

"Shanaya what are you doing here, you are grooms sister in law you have to perform several rituals come with me"she said and shanaya nodded and left with her

What was she trying to say, she was looking nervous is something wrong

I was walking thinking about shanaya when I bumped into someone, I was about to say sorry when I look at the person and words died in my mouth

It's shivaay but he was looking really anxious and before I can say or do anything he dragged me into a corner where nobody can see us

"Shivaay was are you doing, what if anybody see us like this" I said when he pinned me to the wall

"I was to talk Anika it's important"he said and his eyes were screaming that it was really very important

"Shivaay we can talk after the ceremony this not the right time, ceremony is about to start and you are groom's elder brother you should be with him"I tried to explain

"I know but...."he sighed and cares my face with hand "it's to tell you the truth" he said and I got confused

Truth??

What he is talking about

"Shivaay I know whenever it is it's important but this is not the right time plz"I said holding his hand which was caressing my face and he sighed in defeat

"Fine but we will talk after the ceremony, meet me at my room"he said and I nodded and he left

I sighed and again joined the ceremony everything went smoothly everyone was enjoying but my mind was clouded with his thoughts only

What was so important he wanted to talk about

Which truth he was talking about he was looking at me during whole ceremony there is something wrong

Wait!! Shanaya also wanted to talk to me, what she wanted to say, did was wanted me to tell the same thing, that means she know what he wanted to talk about

I sighed and shook my head, I don't want to think about it, it's really confusing, once the ceremony will end he himself will gonna tell everything and kill the suspense so relax anika don't think too much about it

As the ceremony ended I looked for shivaay, but he was no where to be seen, may be he is in his room waiting for me

I hastily went to his room but it was locked, he is not here yet, where the hell is he?

I sighed and called the manager and entered his room then sat on the couch waiting for him to come

So that he can talk or tell me the truth he was mentioning, I just hope that everything stays like this, I don't want mess in my life

But where is he, few hrs ago he was getting so restless and now he is nowhere

I tried calling him but his phone is unavailable

I think i should wait for him, yeah that's what you were doing all these years waiting ......

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