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Chapter 9

(I dunno I was feeling 'inspired')
I couldn't take the pain, and hurt coming from being Ashton's girlfriend. He was off to a interview and I was sitting on my bed in my pjs wondering why I was alive. I started crying and knew I wouldn't stop for a while. I saw my phone blow up with hate on twitter. I cupped my face in my hand and cried, I texted all my friends saying 'I'm sorry for ever being a burden...i love you.' I got a million texts after I sent that, I ignored them and had an emotional breakdown, I honestly wanted to be alone and die. I cried and cried until I could hardly breathe. That's when I pulled out my bottle of pills from under my bed, I tried taking off the cap...but just my luck, it's fucking stuck. "FUCK!" I screamed, I hear the front door open. "Zoe?!" I heard a voice call out. I growled and cursed trying to open the bottle. I heard footsteps racing up the stairs and this is when it felt like time slowed down, my hair fell in front of my face and Ashton busted the door open after slamming his shoulder against it trying to open it. I had locked it so that this couldn't happen. "Zoey! No!" I heard him call out and he fell onto his knees trying to tug the bottle away from my grasp, I screamed no at him and the cap popped off. "NOOO!!" I screamed through tears, I saw Michael, Calum, and Luke standing in the door, Luke crying on Calum's shoulder and one of Mikey's arms was on the door frame, the other was wiping away tears. Ashton grabbed me and stroked my hair as I cried out "I wanna die...I wanna die..." I quieted down and heard Ashton sniffle. I looked up and saw he was crying, I grabbed his face and held it, he looked at me while I was upside down, we smiled and I brought his face to mine. We were inches apart as I smiled and felt our noses rub against each other's. "Hi angel." he said, I laughed and said "Hey booger face." he laughed and I saw his amazing cute little dimples show through his cheeks. I pulled him closer and we locked lips. It got more intense as he grazed his teeth against my bottom lip. I hissed with pleasure and kissed him hard, adjusting myself on top of him...