[Candy's POV]
did He just say Yes?
i was left dumbfounded, now here i am staring at my ceiling in my room who has pictures of Thunder on it
almost 20 minutes akong tulala, di ko alam anong dapat kong gawin.nilagay ko ang kamay ko sa dibdib ko at pinakiramdaman ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko
nang mag sink-in na sa utak ko na pumayag nga si Thunder na makipag date sa akin ay umupo ako at dali daling kumuha ng ballpen at papel
kailangan kong magplano, pero hindi ko alam kung anong magandang gawin.
should i bring him in expensive restaurants?
hmmnn...
does he like italian food?
japanese food?
how about korean food?
does he like sushi?
is he scared in rides?
does he go on Hunted House?
SHIT!! what does he like?!!
now i've realized something, i actually don't know what he likes cause i give everything without asking him first.
i gave him expensive bags,necklace,chocolates,cakes,rings,shades..i even wrote a letter during christmas,new year,his birtday and when i feel like it but did that make him happy?
i almost gave him everything but i actually don't know what he wants and what he feels...
bakit ngayon ko lang narealize ito, am i selfish? am i overdoing things?
binalik ko yung ballpen at papel sa table ko at nahiga, huminga ako ng malalim at di ko na namalayan nakatulog na pala ako
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Sunday
excited much? 1 hour advance ako dito sa place na sinabi ni Thunder sa akin. dito daw kami magkita.
honestly, wala pa rin akong plano sa kung anong mangyayari sa araw na to
i have no experience in dating and didn't even bother ask my friends.
i just came here bringing money. that's all. simpleng white dress lang na above the knee ang sinuot ko at flat shoes. nilugay ko ang buhok ko at nag clip sa side. simple lang dahil walang pumapasok na idea sa utak ko, blankong blanko.