Three weeks had passed and San and I were as close as we could ever be. After the night when he said he was in love with me, he didn't say it again until recently. I could feel he wasn't saying it because he didn't want to force me to say it back, but I told him that I needed to hear it, so he started saying that he loved me often.
We slowly started hanging out with the boys more often and I managed to get pretty close with them as well. We weren't awkward anymore and I could joke around with them as if they were my best friends. It felt really nice.
《We should go on a trip》 said Jongho one day 《We'll soon have a couple days free, we should use them》
《What were you thinking about?》 asked Wooyoung, intrigued
《We could rent one of those houses near the seaside》 he said
《That doesn't sound that bad》 Seonghwa admitted
《I'll see if I find something》 San said
He took out his phone and looked it up on the internet. In the end we found a house big enough for all of us, that also had a swimming pool. We all decided it was a good idea, and we booked the place.
Five days later, I was putting the last few things in my bag, when I heard the bell ring and the door of my apartment opening. San usually let himself in as he pleased, but always rang the bell to announce that he was going in. His face popped up from the door frame, looking at me with a curious expression.
《Are you still packing?》 he asked
《No, I'm done》 I replied, closing the bag
《Good, because the boys are impatient to go》
He helped me take my things and we went to his car. The rest of the boys were half in Seonghwa's car, and half in Hongjoong's car. They were waiting for us, so that we could all go at the same time. The journey to the beach was a bit long, so I put on some music and spent the whole time singing out loud with San.
When we arrived, the scenery was beautiful. The house was on a hill and from there we could see the beach. And the house itself looked beautiful too.
There wasn't a room for everyone, so some people had to share. Of course, San and I slept together.
《The bed seems comfortable》 he said, as soon as we entered our room 《Should we try it?》
《San!》 I said, shocked 《Your friends are literally on the other side of the door》
《So what?》 he said 《Are we not gonna do anything for two days because we're all in the same house?》
《I don't know, we'll see》 I said panicking, and he pouted
We took our things out of the bags and joined the rest of the boy, who were preparing the meat for the barbeque.
《Hongjoong did you bring the alcohol?》 Mingi asked
《Sure》 he replied
We set the table and prepared the food. While Seonghwa and Yunho cooked, the rest of the boys played some games. I didn't play with them, but watching their chaos was enough to entertain me. We ate and drank all night.
After a while San became clingier than usual. He back hugged me and put his face in my neck.
《Your skin is so soft》 he said
《San, baby, control yourself》 I whispered to him
He shook his head and pecked my lips.
《Please, I need you》 he begged
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my sweet savior ; choi san
RomanceWhere would I be now if I didn't show up at his door that night? Where would I be now if I didn't tell him my secret? Where would I be now if I didn't let him help me even when we both knew it was going to be dangerous? [completed] TW: abuse achieve...
