When San sent a text to check up on me, I didn't tell him what Hongjoong and I talked about. I didn't want him to worry and I didn't want him to fight with his friends because of me. They weren't the ones I was in a relationship with after all, so I decided that whatever they thought about me, it didn't matter.
In the middle of the morning, they boys had an hour free because a teacher wasn't there that day, so they all went to the staircase at the back of the school to hang out.
They were having a normal conversation, when Yeosang brought up my name.
《So, I heard you are dating Y/N now》 he said to San
《Yeah》 he replied
《Are you sure this is a good idea?》 asked Wooyoung
《I care about her and want to be with her》 he said 《Why is it a big deal?》
《She's so cold and emotionless, what do you even see in her?》
《She's not emotionless》 San said, trying to not get too annoyed 《She's actually really sensitive》
《Okay, we get it, you're whipped》 said Hongjoong 《But how do you know that she likes you back and that she isn't playing you?》
《I know she feels the same》 San replied
《But how?》
《Look, you don't know what happened between us okay?》 San said 《That's why you don't understand》
《Nothing you say can change my mind》 said Hongjoong 《I think she's just playing with your feelings》
《I think so too》 said Jongho 《I mean, she had another boyfriend until yesterday, and now suddenly you two are in love? That's ridiculous》
《Yeah, you have to admit that sounds quite bad》 said Yunho
《She never showed interest in you》 said Mingi 《She's clearly just playing around》
《Stop!》 San yelled 《Please stop!》
The boys looked at him, surprised.
《No need to get so worked up》 said Mingi 《We were just sharing our opinion》
《Everything you're saying is wrong》 San said, thought gritted teeth
《Why are you so sure about-》
《She was abused!》 he snapped, cutting Mingi off
The boys stayed silent and he kept talking.
《Her ex, Ryan, abused her for two years》 he said 《She's been trying to break up with him for so long and when I found out I helped her》
《You see this?》 he said, showing them his hands 《I fucking beat him yesterday to get him to stay away from her》
He sighed, trying to calm down.
《She put the cold mask on to try and hide what was going on. She's not really like that, and she's been suffering so much that my heart aches just at the thought. You haven't seen what he did to her. You haven't seen the bruises on her body. You have no idea how bad it actually was》 he said upset 《She didn't want me to tell you, but you're being too rude for me not to tell. You need to know what happened so that you can open your fucking eyes and see that she's actually a good person》
《And I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if she happened to get hurt by those that I consider my friends》 he added
They all looked away, embarrassed.
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my sweet savior ; choi san
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