I Didn't Think It'd Be You <Zanvis FanFic>

~Chapter 11~

[A/N: Melanie Martinez' K-12 album is so good, along with the film! So like, go watch it ;-; ~AuthorNugget]

~Travis' POV~
I was almost done eating with Zane when his doorbell rang. He looked at it and raised an eyebrow in confusion. "I'll get it." I said to him before walking over to the door. When I opened the door Katelyn was there. "Katelyn?" "So you are here." She said looking up at me. "What?" I responded. "Well, Dante said you might be over here when I asked him." I mouthed and 'oh' "well, what do you want?" "I just wanted to tell you something, got a minute?" I nodded as she grabbed my hand and pulled me outside fully.

"Travis, I know I haven't exactly been 'kind' to you over the years but, it was just because I was hiding my feeling for you and..well." Katelyn looked up at me. She grabbed my face and forced her lips onto mine. "Mmphh!" I exclaimed as my eyes widened.

She pulled back and looked at me. "Katelyn, what the fuck!" Her eyes went wide. "What?" She asked. "Look, you're a good friend and all but I kinda don't like you like that anymore." Her face turned sad as she looked down. "Oh..." she teared up. "I-I'll just go now then.." she started walking back to her house as I wiped my lips with my hand. I walked back to the door, going inside. "I'm gonna head over to my house to get ready for work." I said my voice laced with anger. "What's wrong with you?" Zane raised an eyebrow in confusion. "Nothing. I just, I just don't wanna go to work is all." I lied smiling near the end of my sentence. "Oh, well I'll see you later then?" Zane asked getting up from his chair. "Of course!" I exclaimed hugging him. Zane kissed my cheek and blushed. Being with him already made me feel a lot more calm. "You can have my breakfast if you want, see you later Zuzu~" And with that I ran out his house, before he could say anything about me calling him Zuzu.

I ran home and knocked on my door. Garroth swung the door open. "Travis! There you are!" He gripped my arm and pulled me inside. "Garroth, what did we talk about?" Laurance asked, crossing his arms. Garroth growled and let go of my arm. "That Zane is his own individual and he can love whoever he wants..." Garroth slightly frowned. "Good job!" Laurance patted his head. Garroth pouted and I chuckled at them. "Sooo Travis, you and Zane~" laurance wiggled his eyebrows. "So Laurance, you and Garroth~" I copied Laurance.

Garroths face bursted into different shades of red as Laurance nervously scratched behind his head. "What did you and Garroth do when Dante told you to distract him, huh laurance?~" I teased them. "What! You helped Travis escape?!" Garroth yelled as laurance patted his shoulder to calm him down. "Calm down Travis, we just watched Frozen, on loop, for 13 hours." "Oh, I thought you two did something else." I mumbled. "Did what?" They Both asked in unison. "Oh, nothing, aheheh."

Laurance looked me up and down. "Why are you shirtless?" I looked down at myself, remembering I was shirtless. "Oh yeh, just a sec." I said as I jogged down to my room, slipped on a shirt and ran back up. "I just spent the night at Zane's house." They nodded and went to the couch, probably to watch frozen again. I chuckled at the thought and went to the bathroom to fix myself up a bit before work.

~Zane's POV~

Travis left and I finished breakfast. I wrapped his up and saved it for later just Incase. 'Guess it's time to drop the act and be depressed again!' I laughed as I thought that to myself.
'I'm so dumb.'
'You are dumb'
'Wh- that doesn't even- you're me too!'
'Oh yeah, forgot'
'This.'
'Huh?'
'This is why we're dumb!'
'Hahahaha, yeah'
I facepalmed at the voice in my head. Why am I so dumb. I dragged myself upstairs into my room. I flopped onto my bed and almost instantly started crying. 'Irene, I hate myself' I thought as I let my waterfall of tears that build up every time I'm around people, loose. I grabbed my phone and started blasting Set It Off, Billie Eilish, and Melanie Martinez in my ears. They're all my top 3 favorite music artists, I made a playlist with all of their music mixed.

I laid face first in my pillow and cried. Why do I have to be alive? Would anyone even miss me if I died? Probably not, I do absolutely nothing. What's the point? No matter how depressed I am I never cut. I just can't do it for some reason. I think my brain just knows that cutting myself wouldn't help my problems, if anything it would make them worse. So I let it out by crying.

I got up out of my bed and went to the bathroom. Looking at my face made me cry more. It makes me wonder what happened to me. Why can't I be happy anymore. I missed being happy Zane, being all open and out there. I walked back downstairs and flopped on my couch. I turned on my little horsies and watched that, waiting for Travis to come back. He's the only one that makes me feel something inside.

Even seeing pinkie cake come on screen made me cry. "I wish I could just go live with you pinkie cake." I whispered to myself. "Maybe I would be happy." I said my voice getting higher near the end of the sentence. I slammed my fist on the couch. "I hate being like this!" I turned my tv off and put on a hoodie. I grabbed my keys and put on my earphones, blasting music as I left my house. As soon as I stepped outside I threw my hoodie over my head, hoping no one would recognize me.

I walked into a familiar forest lined field. I walked near the forest and stopped where the dead grass met with the over grown forest. I looked around and saw a specific broken branch. I walked towards it, remembering how it felt falling from that tree. I climbed up that tree, that view was amazingly calming. Once at the top I let out a sigh of relief. I leaned back on the tree trunk as I let one of my legs dangle off the tree, the other on the branch I was sitting on. I silently sung along to Billie Eilish' 'I love you' still letting some tears escape my eyes. I let the cool breeze brush the hair out of my face. It feels nice to let everything out after a while...

~Thanks for reading~
Sorry if this chapter was a little plain, I kinda have a little writers block :/
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