Forbidden Love [Boyxboy]

Chapter 18

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KEVIN POV

"I miss you ..." I cite in front of his tombstone."I'll never forget the day that you've change me. I learn how to love those people around because of you"

"You're my only strength and you know it...Zach"

"You became my light as I'm amidst the dark"

"You paint my colorless and fainted smile"

"You revived my heart from being broke and pale"

I randomized said while putting down a lovely bouquet of different flowers above his tomb with his name.

ZACH MORTEM
Born: August 18, 1991
Died: February 14, 2012

Those tears from my eyes kept on falling down his tomb. I miss him so much! Those kiss, touch and care. I really miss those things!

I wanna die too after the day I found out that he's already gone. My heart have broke into many pieces! Those smile he taught me suddenly lost. I lost my mind. I lost my emotion, my soul. I lost everything that time. I didn't know what to do next without him beside me.

But his mom told me that before her son's died. He told her that I don't have to be worried because he will just always there above me. Watching me and guiding me.

Still, I'm blaming myself about the cause of his accident. Maybe, If I didn't try to call him that time, perhaps he was still here in my side. Talking about meaningless and useless things like we used to did before when he was alive.

Zach's mom already went abroad. Two days after he died. Mrs. Mortem told me that she have to forget everything what happened here. She want to live in Europe, Italy together with her husband or Zach's dad. To continue and expand their business there. I understand and respect her decision because that's the only way for her to forget about Zach's departure.

And now, I'm just here at the cemetery with full of grass land. Crying alone with my head on his tomb. I kissed it that made me weeps a lot.

After that I take my phone from my bag then call my auntie Carol. "A-auntie Carol..." I cite in an impediment voice.

"Oh my dear Kevin...What happened? you're crying" asked of her from the other line.

"I....wanna go back there A-auntie"

"Yes dear of course!. Anytime" she said. I can hear from her voice that she was concern and worry."where are you dear? Let me pick you up there..." she added.