Forbidden Love [Boyxboy]

Chapter 20

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Its been six months since Mrs. Mortem have decided to go abroad to continue her life there. And this is me. From being a bar dancer and entertainer I became a janitress after Mrs. Mortem had left, just to support those financial needs of my baby inside my womb.

Everything has change. I realize that forgiveness and love were the most important one. I learned that those people around me must be understand despite their flaws and imperfections . I'm a fool! I couldn't think what I have done about the relationship of Zach and Kevin. This is my fault! I wanna end my life! But how? If there's an innocent baby inside my womb? No! I have to continue my life. I don't wanna kill somebody with an innocent heart, mind and soul.

I missed those people I oppressed, provoke and annoys before like Kevin. I should be the one to support them but what did I do? I ruined their love affair.

I break Zach's heart that cause an accident to him. I didn't intention to hurt them both. I just wanna...I just want Kenneth to accept me that's why I did all of those rude things with him. But there's nothing happen! I haven't even got what I want, to be with Kenneth instead I became alone! No one dares to love me now because of what I did before and besides Kevin hates me now. Especially his elder brother, Kenneth.

"She suffer hemorrhage lately that might affect her pregnancy" I heard that almost near beside me. That manly voice isn't familiar.

"Pregnancy?! You mean she's a pregnant but—" another unknown person cite beside me."How's the child?!"

I didn't know who they are. I can see nothing. Dark! I feel like I'm lying above the soft bed. I slowly open my eyes to see who's in there talking each other. Thou it is hard to open.

While kept on opening my both eyes. I saw a man standing beside me. He's wearing a color white polo. A doctor!

"Nothing to worry about the child. Both of them was already in a good condition" the doctor explain proudly."You just can be able to take her home the day after tomorrow..." he added while looking at my body.

"T-thank you doc..." Said by the old woman in front of the doctor that's why I can't see her face well nor recognize who she really is.

After the doctor stepped going outside of this room. I was surprised as I saw who she is. She's the auntie of Zach and Kevin. But what is she doing here? How could she know that I'm here? Inside the hospital.

"How do you feel? Stefanie" she asked me. I just nod at her cause still, I can't talk normally right now."Wait stefanie...I have brought something for you" She added then smirked and quickly went outside the room.

Actually, my mom and her were childhood best friend before the reason why I used to be with her even though she wasn't my real mom but just my mom's best friend. Before I always went to her mansion cause there's always a lot of foods whenever I visited there unlike the life of me with mom.

Yes, I'm just a poor girl who have a simple and hard life. Not like Zach and Kevin who grown up with a plenty of expensive things beside them and can get nor take whatever they want. I envy them that's why i did those wrong doings with them. But before, after my mom died cause of heart attack, my life had stopped.

I can't imagine how it really hurts my heart while seeing my mom slowly dying in front me. I don't have any idea on how to help her. I just cry and cry till someone get her up and send to the nearest hospital. I'm a nonsense daughte! I did nothing to save her life but only pray.

After that happened, I did a lot of vices like smoking, drug pusher and etc. That time when my mom left me. I didn't know what to do anymore or how to continue my life without her. She's my life. My everything but why she leave me?!

I'm so thankful with my mom's best friend, Carol. She raised me up from being nothing. She pull me up from being desperate. She gave me another life to live again. She loved me the way she love her cousins. She's the one who always there whenever i need someone to talk to and when in times of emergency. She even support my financial needs even though I had stop in my studies when I was in High School.

Despite of what she did in my life. Still, I disappointed her. Instead of showing her my gratitude and thanksgiving. I became a damn bar dancer and fucking entertainer.

And now she's here again beside me. I don't know how to face her this time. I felt so embarrass and full of shame with her.

While thinking out those memories with her before. it feels like I'm her real daughter and she was my real mom.

I shed of tears and it flows beside my both teary eyes. I wipe it thou my arms have some dextrose.

Without her, maybe I'm already with my real mom in a beautiful paradise.

"Here I am!...I am very sure, you will be delight after seeing this one " She suddenly said to me after she came in with a wide smile on her face while holding the result of my ultrasound."Congrats stef! Your baby was a boy!" After she claim that my heart quickly ran as fast as it wanna hug and kiss the baby inside of me.

(Vandrei_Writes) & (GreyV12)