Alexis's POV
I arrived at Matts front door in a matter of seconds since he does live right next door. I knocked
"Hey Alexis" he said right as he opened the door. He was shirtless , of god. "Hey Matty" I replied and gave him a hug
"Come in" he said
I walked in and was greeted by his mother, "Hello Alexis"
"Hi Mrs.Espinosa" i replied. "Are you hungry dear?" She asked "No not really but thank you" i said
"Mom we're going upstairs" Matt said, she just smiled and nodded. Matthew brought me upstairs to what I was expecting was his room.
He opened the door and I walked in only to be attacked by something
Im pretty sure it was a dog? "Burnie off" Matt somewhat yelled. He got off and sat down.
"JBSNIJDHNAOID YOUR DOG IS SO CUTE" I said "Hahaha thanks" he said sitting down on his bed
I sat down on his bed also "So what do you wanna do?" I asked "Make out" he mumbled thinking I couldn't hear him
"Haaa you wish" I said as I grabbed out my phone because it vibrated. It was Jack G
Jack G; Wassup good lookin?
I read it a smiled because of how dumb he is
Alexis; Hahaha Nothing much, you?
Jack G; Same, I miss you babe
I read it and didnt reply because I didnt know what to say, I literally just met his so like yea
Matt's POV
I was looking at Alexis's phone out of curiosity and saw she was texting a guy? Her boyfriend? she has a boyfriend?
I didnt know for sure if it was but I just expected that because of how they were talking to each other
I quickly looked away and layed back on my bed. How could she not tell me? I mean I guess we just became friends and all but still
Alexis's POV
I looked over at Matthew to see he was layin back with his phone in his hands, I smiled at him, he looked at me blankly and back at his phone.
"Matt whats wrong" I asked concerned "Nothing" he mumbled. "Well what do you wanna do?" I asked politely. "Nothing" he mumbled again still looking at his phone
"Oh common Matt whats wr-" I started to say "Nothing I said! Gosh just leave me the fuck alone you bitch!"
Ouch, that one hurt. "Oh.. ok.. sorry" I said as I started to leave. I could feel my eyes burning.
don't cry alexis, dont do it
I ran downstairs bumping into someone "Oh im sorry" I said trying to keep my head down, I didnt want them to see me crying
"Its okay dear" said Mrs.Espinosa "Whats wrong honey???" She asked a bit worried "Oh nothing I just uh have to go" I said rushing out the door
I ran upstairs and into my room. I just cried and cried and cried, and honestly I dont know why. He has called me a bitch before but now it just hurt so much more.
I went into my bathroom to see my only true friend. Mr. Razor. I grabbed my razor and sat on the toilet, and sliced my skin. The blood started to drip onto the floor. I grabbed a towel and cleaned up my mess and decided to take a shower.
I knew I shouldn't have trusted him
I got out of the shower put on some sweats and a sweater and decided to go to sleep even though it was only like 7.
I set my alarm for tomorrow since I have school and slowly drifted off.
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