Chapter 10

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Alexis's POV

I arrived at Matts front door in a matter of seconds since he does live right next door.  I knocked

"Hey Alexis" he said right as he opened the door.  He was shirtless , of god.  "Hey Matty" I replied and gave him a hug

"Come in" he said 

I walked in and was greeted by his mother, "Hello Alexis" 

"Hi Mrs.Espinosa"  i replied.  "Are you hungry dear?" She asked "No not really but thank you" i said

"Mom we're going upstairs" Matt said, she just smiled and nodded.  Matthew brought me upstairs to what I was expecting was his room.

He opened the door and I walked in only to be attacked by something

Im pretty sure it was a dog? "Burnie off" Matt somewhat yelled.  He got off and sat down.  

"JBSNIJDHNAOID YOUR DOG IS SO CUTE" I said "Hahaha thanks" he said sitting down on his bed

I sat down on his bed also "So what do you wanna do?" I asked "Make out" he mumbled thinking I couldn't hear him

"Haaa you wish" I said as I grabbed out my phone because it vibrated.  It was Jack G

Jack G; Wassup good lookin?

I read it a smiled because of how dumb he is

Alexis; Hahaha Nothing much, you?

Jack G; Same, I miss you babe

I read it and didnt reply because I didnt know what to say, I literally just met his so like yea

Matt's POV

I was looking at Alexis's phone out of curiosity and saw she was texting a guy? Her boyfriend? she has a boyfriend? 

I didnt know for sure if it was but I just expected that because of how they were talking to each other

I quickly looked away and layed back on my bed.  How could she not tell me? I mean I guess we just became friends and all but still

Alexis's POV

I looked over at Matthew to see he was layin back with his phone in his hands, I smiled at him, he looked at me blankly and back at his phone.

"Matt whats wrong" I asked concerned "Nothing" he mumbled.  "Well what do you wanna do?" I asked politely.  "Nothing" he mumbled again still looking at his phone

"Oh common Matt whats wr-" I started to say "Nothing I said! Gosh just leave me the fuck alone you bitch!"

Ouch, that one hurt.  "Oh.. ok.. sorry" I said as I started to leave.  I could feel my eyes burning.  

don't cry alexis, dont do it

I ran downstairs bumping into someone "Oh im sorry" I said trying to keep my head down, I didnt want them to see me crying

"Its okay dear" said Mrs.Espinosa "Whats wrong honey???" She asked a bit worried "Oh nothing I just uh have to go" I said rushing out the door

I ran upstairs and into my room.  I just cried and cried and cried, and honestly I dont know why.  He has called me a bitch before but now it just hurt so much more.

I went into my bathroom to see my only true friend.  Mr. Razor.  I grabbed my razor and sat on the toilet, and sliced my skin.  The blood started to drip onto the floor.  I grabbed a towel and cleaned up my mess and decided to take a shower.

I knew I shouldn't have trusted him

I got out of the shower put on some sweats and a sweater and decided to go to sleep even though it was only like 7.

I set my alarm for tomorrow since I have school and slowly drifted off.

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