Seventeen Oneshots

Haven

Member: Mingyu
"Isn't this too much?" You stood by the door of his apartment, him before you, hair disheveled, smelling like smoke and alcohol combined. His eyes are bloodshot, incapable of focusing on you.

"I don't know why you're here but I'm tired. I don't want to hear your bullshit." He slammed the door, leaving you clueless, not receiving any explanation. An article of his issue was illuminating your phone screen. You were expecting him to deny the rumors, atleast, but yo just left disappointed. Maybe, the news don't lie at all.

Seventeen's Mingyu and DIA's Chaeyeon revealed to be in a relationship.

You really didn't feel anything when you first read the headlines. Well, you were not supposed to feel anything too. Mingyu wasn't your boyfriend, neither did he ask you to be his girlfriend. You would have remained as a mere fan if not for fate and luck. But contrary to all the facts there is and the brainwashing, just to tell yourself that you don't have the right to feel bad, you are still hurting. It was as if everything you worked for, everything you invested yourself in, were wasted. Turned into nothing. Popped like a bubble.

Liking Mingyu wasn't a one day process. Since before he became a Seventeen member you were already supporting him from afar as a fan. It was just a matter of good destiny when you accidentally bumped at him in a convenience store near your residence and had started a conversation. It so happens that his own personal apartment is just around the area and a few more incidents in that store followed making you naturally became friends. You told him you were a fan and he didn't mind. Instead, he got your number and kept in touch. He slowly gave you access to his personal life more than you realize. You knew deeper things about him that a normal fan wouldn't possibly know, you knew everything he likes and everything he hates. You discovered his strengths and his weaknesses. You were closer, probably the closest anybody could be.

Months and years passed, you didn't think the relationship you have with Mingyu could get even deeper. You still went on his schedules, concerts and fanmeets like the fan you were but unlike before, you had a backstage pass and a free hug after. It was smiles and flutter until you liked him as the person he is and not the idol you first knew. He was so different behind the cameras. He's way sweeter and way kinder. He cares for you a lot. He wasn't a total angel, like any other person, but you didn't care about his imperfections because you like him despite all those.

He occasionally tells you he likes you, but you weren't quite sure if he was being true. He could be saying that as Kim Mingyu or as Seventeen's Mingyu, you don't know. It didn't matter anyway, you were fine with him being there.

"Kim Mingyu, is a total, total ass!" Yena, your best friend, is the first person who hates Mingyu and after reading the article, her despise for him probably doubled. "How can he be so nonchalant about the issue when he actually told you he likes you and he wants to be with you? He doesn't even explain himself!"