Bullied by magcon

Chapter 41

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Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep... Little do you know...

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Alexis: Don't self harm it's not worth it, I would know... I lost myself and 6 friends to self harm.. No matter how much you think no one is ever there for you, your wrong. There is always someone out there for you.. If you need a friend or help or anything like second thoughts... I wanna help! You all are beautiful people in side and out and the people who can't see that are blinded by their own ugly reflection that's burned into their skull. Don't waste your time I've tried it and lost everything because people thought I was just pretending until they saw my scars.. Then I was bullied for thinking about the lies people said. Anyways why would you care what people think because rumors are just things you never knew about yourself.. They're not true and if people believe the other persons lies than they aren't worth your time. There are ugly people it takes one to know one. Don't try this unless you can give me 5 goods reasons! BUT IM NOT SAYING THAT IF YOU GIVE ME 5 REASONS YOU CAN DO IT! It's not worth it okay? The people who don't see your beauty are gay and faggots because you are beautiful no matter what anyone else thinks or says don't believe them ever! Don't do it! Don't try it! Don't think about it! Don't be me and try it and then regret it every second! BTW IM DONE IVE BEEN 3 years clean! I'm so proud! But don't try it because I ended up in the hospital for weeks and months!

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I tell people to be strong yet knowing me I'm the weakest person alive

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< brent >

My sister. my own flesh and blood. Was just.. Ugh it kills me to say it. I'm broken... But by who? I will find them and rip their faces off!

~ lexis ~

I was done. I made brent and Donnie leave and I ignored their questions and went to the bathroom.. I went and cut. Deep.

1. Slash- Kian

2. Slash- Conner

3. Slash- Cameron

4. Slash- Nash

5. Slash- Carter

6. Slash- Hayes

7. Slash- Jc

8. Slash- Matthew

9. Slash- Aaron

10. Slash- Shawn

11. Slash- Taylor

12. Slash- Jack J.

13. Slash- Jack G.

14. Slash- Ricky

15. Slash- Kayla

16. Slash- Illy

17. Slash- Payton

18. Slash- rape ever being invented!

19. Slash- being lied to

20. Slash- being a fugly worthless dirty slut

I kept going for about 30 minuets I put the blade down and I started counting... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20, I stopped at 69. Just one more.. No! Not an even 70.

/Matt/

"Shit guys I left my phone and beanie at her house"

"Let's go get it"

We pulled up at her house and we all went in to her room...

"Dude do u see that"Taylor gasped making us all stop and look at the bathroom door. There was blood oozing from under it!

We all ran to the door and.....