I am not seeing the bright side of life,
All I see is darkness and sorrow that makes me high.
I am not feeling the affection that I desired,
All I see is sadness that's torturing me inside.
I think it's strange when you say I'm someone,
You don't know that I'm just an ordinary no one.
I know it's deceitful to put a smile on face,
Deep inside is an innocent heart that has no grace.
You may see a smiling clown on me,
But have you stared my eyes that I was just trying to be?
You wish to be me because I'm everything
But don't you know that I only have one but nothing?
I am a person, who tries to be happy and contented,
Hell I know that I am not pleased when it comes to pretend.
Do I really know what happiness is?
What I feel inside is an ultimate sadness.
Life must be so cruel to me,
I'm not seeing His point why does this have to be?
I am not seeing the light side of everything,
All I see is sorrow that torments and freezes me.
My life is a one big misery,
Don't think that I live with power and luxury.
Life is definitely unkind to me,
I'm not seeing His point why my life is so much but misery?
