Missing (bechloe Fanfiction)

Chapter 3

"Hey are you okay?"
"How am I supposed to be okay?"
"I dont know but that was clear already, wasnt it? You should try to accept the bad way it took and live on."

I cant believe what she just wrote. Im definetly not done with it and i will never be. I cut the article out and pin it to the others. I will find a way to her and if its the last thing i will do.

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I stop my tears from falling, get away from the counter I was leaning on and put my shoulder back. I have no time left for being sad for myself. Beca needs me now. Specially because I am the only one left, believing in her life. I need a plan. And I am already starring non-stop at all those articles. Something is wrong here and I need to find out what it is.

Again, I go through what happened. She had her last performance in New Jersey. And for the next one they had the way over the Ocean. They should arrive at 9pm but they never did. Which means somewhere on that way went something wrong. The thing is, what and why can't they find them. A sigh leaves my body and my head starts hurting again. Until my phone rings and I pick up.

"Chloe? Are you okay? Where are you, we are waiting", Stacie says on the other side of the phone. My eyes fall on the clock over my fridge. Shit I completely forgot the time.
"Right, I'm fine. The time went by too fast. I'm on my way", then i break the call.

The Bellas planned a meeting for today, to talk again after all that happened. I think they also planned to do a speech for the tragedy for Beca. Where I'm not really into because that would mean I left it behind me. But I don't and I won't. Still I walk back to my room to get done and then I get into my car.

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I knock on the door of Aubrey's after I arrived. Stacie opens and lets me in. All of them are already sitting at the table in the kitchen. Amy looks up to me and her eyes are red, and tears are rolling down her cheek. She gets up, walks to me and pulls me in one of those I-never-let-you-go-again hugs.
"It's okay Chloe, she is better now. And she will always be with us" then she actually let's go of me and lays her hand on my heart. "right here"

I take her hand and put it away. "Are you seriously giving up too? Come on guys. She can't be.... gone. I know she is still alive. I know it" I feel my thought getting dry like a dessert and something in it that doesn't allow me to continue speaking. The others just look at me until also Aubrey comes and hugs me. "It's okay Chloe" is what she whispers into my ear. "It's a hard time for all of us. But we support each other. No matter what and specially now"

They don't even want to see the little chance I see. And I have better things to do now. So, I just turn around and leave again. Maybe that's mean but I don't care. I want to find Beca and if they don't want to help me with that I have only one person left to ask. Chicago