Chanlix One Shots

What Happens After A Kiss (Chan)

Okay so we all know what happened for Felix, but how did Chan feel about this whole endeavour, I mean we don't know why he kissed Felix. Also since I don't want to bother writing every little thing again, this one's probably gonna be shorter than Felix's. Enjoy ~

We were at a fan signing when it happened. Felix and I were dared to kiss. No-no-no. I was not gonna be able to handle this. Kiss Felix's perfect face?! God this is gonna be impossible. I mean who can act calmly in any way when kissing someone as gorgeous as Felix.

My palms were sweaty. He leaned in slowly and we kissed each other's cheeks. Oh my God, he smells so good right now... I know he always smells good, but right now this closeness was driving me crazy. Stay weren't satisfied, and to be honest, neither was I. He kissed my forehead softly. Ohhh his lips are so soft. They were still not satisfied. I gently kissed his nose. I wanted to kiss every single one of his adorable freckles. Stay still weren't satisfied. Oh no... Where else can we kiss!?!?!

Felix leaned in once again. My mind was blank at this point, so I just leaned towards him, hoping he had at least a single brain cell working. It suddenly dawned on me: there was one place we could kiss. Welp too late anyway because just as I realized we could kiss on the lips, but he probably wouldn't want that, something soft touched my lips.

At this point, I'm pretty sure my heart was going 1.000.000 beats a second. Time completely stopped. All I could think of was his soft, pink, plump lips on mine. They tasted so sweet.

Sadly this blissful moment didn't last long as the screams from Stay were deafening. Just as our lips parted Felix leaned in once more and gave me the softest peck in the world. Did I imagine it? Did Felix just kiss me again?!

Felix fell back and rolled away while hiding his face and blushing hard. Maybe just maybe. Did he like kissing me? Was the second kiss real? He kissed me because he liked me?

No no NO, Chan! Felix loves Changbin. Everybody knows that. You imagined that second kiss. It was nothing. The reason he's blushing is that he kissed someone else in front of his crush. Calm down and stop overthinking it.

The rest of the fansign I saw Felix looking in my direction a lot, but then again I was sitting next to Changbin so that explains it. He's worried how Changbin feels about him kissing me. That's all there is to it Chan. Stop thinking you'll only hurt yourself.

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The car ride was quiet. Felix sat between me and Changbin, but he flinched a little every time we touched, then snuggled up against Changbin to get away from me. Of course, he would. I'm glad Changbin isn't angry with him. I wanted to hug him too though. He looked so small. I bit my lip and looked away.

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When we got back to the dorm, Felix was asleep, so I carried him to his room. He snuggled against my chest as I gently placed him in his bed. He needed to change his clothes, but I didn't trust my self-control so I made a mental note to ask Woojin. I looked at his sleeping face and gently stroked his cheek. Without realizing it I had leaned in and his lips were centimetres from mine. God, I would give anything to kiss him. I smiled softly through the aching pain in my chest and pulled away from him as I quietly promised myself I would let everything go back to normal so he wouldn't worry.

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I had tried so hard to make things go back to normal. I smiled at him like normally and hugged him like I always did, and ignored the racing of my heart whenever he was in my arms, but all of it was useless. He kept distancing himself from me, and it was tearing me apart. I still remember the pain when he was eliminated from the group. The thought of not seeing his beautiful smile every day was torture to me even back then. I had been pushing down my feelings for him for a long time, but the kiss had driven me beyond return. I was whipped for Felix, even when I knew I shouldn't be.