*so, second to last chapter of this mini series which means we're very close to the smut part 😏 Enjoy xx
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*Y/n POV
In a heated rush, I grab a hair band and quickly do my hair up in a messy bun.
I know how much Shawn likes me with a messy bun.
I splash my face with cold water more than just the once, trying to wake myself up and tell myself that I'm actually about to do this. I rub some face cream and other random beauty products on to my face so I don't look too dead-like.
"How do I look?" I question Cass, nervously fiddling with the sleeves of my (Shawn's) Harvard hoodie.
I'm was dressed in his hoodie, some black Nike sweats, no bra and some black lacy panties, a combination of two sides of me that he loved: cute 'n' innocent; sweet & sexy.
"You look like Shawn's favourite snack," she teased gleefully.
I just rolled my eyes and gave her the middle finger, causing us both to laugh. We turn silent for a second before Cass checks her phone.
"Fucking hell, you gotta go! You can't wait for ever!" She squeals, noticing that the time was 12pm and we had to be at the VMA venue for rehearsals at 1:30pm.
"Oh, Cass, I cant do this. I really don't think-"
"Shut up and get out my hotel room."
"But Cass-"
"Shh." She puts her finger on my lips and I stare down at it questionably.
"Go, go, go!" She urges as she practically shoos me out the door like a parent hurrying a late child to school.
"Ok, ok, I'm going," I say in defence.
Just breath.
Actually, why am I getting so confused over this.
It's just Shawn.
Shawn.
Shawn Mendes.
Shawn peter Raul Mendes.
My boyfriend and beauty.
I need to be cool. We've made out before, and it's escalated before.
Many times before.
I take three huge confident strides down the hotel hallway, marching out my nerves and bringing on my slightly sexy mode. Cass gives me the thumbs up as she sticks her head around the door to watch me.
Soon enough though, my knees go numb and I find myself quickly walking back to Cassie's hotel room.
She blocks the doorway with her arm so as I try to walk back into her room, I bounce back into the hallway. I'm about to duck underneath her arm when she puts her leg up too. She stands their smugly as I fold my arms in annoyance.
"Cass, I'm getting second thoughts. Maybe this isn't such a good idea." I say.
"Nonsense. Walk down that hallway, straight into your hotel room like you're Anastasia Steele." She says matter-of-factly.
"Woah, Cass, no handcuffs and shit in this relationship!" I joke.
She scoffs and gives me a little push down the corridor to Shawn's hotel room.
"Cass do I have to?" I say one last time.
"Yes! Go for fuck sake!" She laughs.
She's right. I just have to do it. It'll be great and amazing and I'll be a gorgeous woman in Shawn's eyes even more than I already am.
"Ok I'm going."
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Smut part next peeps.
