friends || s.j √

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"hey uhm, how are you?"

i asked him, while looking down at my milk coffee.

"good.. good.. how 'bout you?"

"i'm- i'm fine."

I took a sip of my drink and looked at him.

ok maybe i stared at him.

for a little too long.

and he realized.

"is there anything on my face?"

"no.. no."

i stuttered, still staring at him.

he giggled.

oh jesus, his smile.

some minutes passed and we finished our coffee.

"wanna walk through the city?"

"yeah, why not."

i said and gave him a soft smile.

he paid for the drinks, took my hand and walked out of the café.

he intertwined our fingers still walking away with me. it's not the first time we do this. he started it after i had my first panic attack. now it's become a regular thing for us.

we walked through the city for probably an hour and hyunjin didn't let go of me.

"we're holding hands."

i said in disbelief, since he never even had a thought of letting my hand go in the past hour. it felt like an eternity.

"but doesn't everyone do that in a friendship?"