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"i swear i didn't tell him,

and i... i don't know why he would answer for me

but...

i swear i'm not homophobic,

i... i don't know how to show you that..."

i didn't really listened to him,

i was too busy looking at his lips.

"hey, seungmin? do you even listen to me?"

"i..."

maybe not the best moment to fall for your best friend. again. for the second time already.

his eyes traveled my face down to my lips.

a soft smile appeared on his oh so gorgeous lips,

before he kissed me slowly.

this time, he smiled through the kiss.

i know that he's not homophobic.

and i know he cares about me.

i'm not a love addict. i'm addicted to him. i'm addicted to his love. the soft, soft love he showes me while giving me soft, soft kisses.