friends || s.j √

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after 6 days without hyunjin i went down the street again.

it's almost pathetic how i'm counting the days without him.

i'm like a drug addict without his drugs just with a twist. i'm a love addict.

i have no food at home.

and i am hungry.

and guess who i saw.

hyunjin.

but this time without friends.

his eyes were swollen.

his face was pale.

he even looked depressing to look at. no one even bats an eye on him.

and it hurts to see him like this.

he looked back,

and softly smiled.

god, his perfect little smile.

i ran away.

i can't look him in the eyes. not after this incident.

it was a mistake. i know i could've handled this situation better, but what was i supposed to do? i panicked.