The Baseball Player and I

Feelings-16.

I want you to text me back. I want to have a conversation with you and get to know you, the real you. But you don't want that do you? You want a girl different than me. I'm not like the girls you like on instagram and I get it your a male and you like girls. But why does it hurt so much. I don't understand the feelings I have but I know I hate them. I hate the feelings I have for you because these feelings make me vulnerable and I can't be vulnerable, because if I am I could break so much easier.