08-10-19

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09:40  I'm literally going crazy sksk plsplsPLS come back
15:00  Did you get the crocheted string?
I hope you did
15:30  There's this one song, the sound by 1975, that's like « ik the sound of your heart » and it reminded me of how you notice my heartbeat. I miss you so much baby
I love you
16:53  I went driving for the first time today! It was really exhilarating and I never realized just how much I missed it until I actually got in the car
18:23  For a hot minute I thought this whole thing was a dream and I'm hella glad it's not but I also really fucking miss you so I wish this whole Noé-has-yet-to-add-me-back thing was a dream
18:25  Every time I get a snap I can't help but hope it's you every single time :/
19:29 Fuck it I'm writing you a letter I don't care anymore

Mon amour,

I'll keep this short as I know you delight in the neglect of words, or in your words, you don't read. I'm going absolutely batshit crazy not talking to you. I keep texting you on snap, updating you on how I'm doing while also telling you how much I miss you + how much I love you + begging you to come back.  B/c of my insanity, I have decided to attempt to get this letter to you. Write to me, call me whenever, do both, do only one, I don't care what you do. I know you aren't willingly leaving. Your promise is the only promise I will ever believe. This letter must be nearing the Noé-skimming length, so I'll end it here. I love + miss you terribly, Noé. Please.

Much love + good vibes,
Michelle Denise

196 N Dever Ave, Endicott, NY 13760
607-328-2297

This is me 10 min later. I'm not actually going crazy, I just miss you loads. I love you xx

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