Every morning since my mother's death like clock work. I wake up and. Can't stop shaking. The stress, anxiety and the loss is overwhelming. I'm lost and alone. My family of you would call them that won't or can't. Help.
Apparently I've been living a sheltered life never knowing the struggles of being. An "" adult".
That I never paid my own bills, or worried about food vs rent
The loss of a job and that income
Not supporting your self or someone else
They have not been in my life they have only heard part of the story.
I have lost jobs and income and struggled with paying for a car or buying food. I have lost a car I have filed for bankruptcy twice cause I struggled with money trying to help my mom and my sister out. They are dead my mother and my sister
I am taking care of my sisters children no support from there father for child support
My child hood home taken away from me
Yes I never paid rent to a land lord but I paid rent to my mother. I gave her money when ever she asked
I took care of them
