It's all I ever think about now
I feel worthless, unworthy
Selfish. I'm better off dead, and I just want to die already.
I am so tired I don't want to live any more. I just wanna see my mom, my sister and my grandparents once more. Even if they look at me disappointed for ending my life seeing them one to tell them that I'm sorry is enough for me.
I'm would happy burn in hellfire for al eternity if I could just hold and hear my mother and my sister again.
My heart breaks and my whole body hurts I just want the pain to stop
God why won't it stop
Please make this pain stop
