Relapse

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Umm... I was trying to write this book in chronological order or something like that but I really needed to vent. Recently I relapsed pretty badly. I started cutting again and some other...stuff. I don't want to get into it. Anyways, I just needed to confess because the guilt was eating me alive. I was clean for a whole year and I messed up again. Like my depression was shaming me into cutting myself because I'm worthless and I deserve it but after I finally caved now all of a sudden it's "You dumbass.  Why are you cutting yourself? You should be ashamed. A whole year has gone to waste. You want attention or something? What's wrong with you?" but yeah. I won't be on the right path for a while, but I know that it's okay to slip up. It's not over. You can try again. It doesn't mean you have to give up. Keep going.- Anonymous Nobody

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