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Yoongi was desired to tell Taehyung he liked him. But of course he had fears of Taehyung calling him a fag and useless. He was so afraid he'd was literally glad that Taehyung comes home late at some points. Ever since Taehyung ended high school and is now in college. He's been acting like a total mess. He still acts like a childish high school football player.

So whenever Taehyung was grinding or sexing up girls Yoongi would either stay in the apartment, go on outings with a few friends, or even stay in the studio. He'd even smoke his cigarettes himself without his friends company. It's heartbreaking buts it's better then what could happen if he told him.

Yoongi wasn't in his studio today. Infact, he was home. Writing a new song. You may think why he's writing songs in his room instead of his studio? Because in his room he has tracks and songs that he might not even release. They hide in his 90s records displayed in his room, hiding in his bookshelf, behind his cassette player. Basically they are all hidden in bizarre areas.

But all of them are kept in a secret folder that has Taehyung's name written on it. All those songs written in there are about how Yoongi fell in love with Taehyung. The few bits of songs he put so much effort in, he wrote them in middle school for a project but he rewrote them afterwards. For example he had a song called girls but after realizing he's gay, he changed it to boys. Changed everything about it into coming out as homosexual.

No one besides his father knows about this song. His friends don't even know either. He remembers how badly they talked about gays in highschool. Yoongi still doesn't know weather they will accept him. Jungkook came out as pansexual a year ago so it might not do any harm. But he'd stay completely silent when the boys talked about girls. Because he had no interest in them.

He was just afraid, scared and alone. His father is an old fashioned man so he never had a cellphone, he doesn't check on Yoongi at all anymore since he's convinced Yoongi is old enough to do anything and face is own issues.

But Yoongi, is just scared for life, he doesn't know what to do. The best thing that can come up to mind is just avoid his friends from now on.

' I should have done this a long time ago ' Yoongi flopped onto his bed in frustration and fear. Groaning loudly into his pillow. A few minutes after his meltdown his phone began ringing. He brought his face out his pillow, with his hair in a tangled mess and his cheeks red and pink. He picked up his phone to see the calller ID

Jiminie 🧡

Yoongi scoffed at is phone and let it rang until it stopped. Poor boy just wanted this sorrow of being hidden to go away.