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Yoongi tried his hardest to forget Taehyung's harsh words that day. That incident happened about a month ago. Yoongi hasn't been as lively as he was before. His attire changed. He changed, but his feelings for Taehyung haven't.
Yoongi still loved Taehyung, so much. It's like a sickness talking over him. He feels like he'd cough out flower petals or just smoke Another cigarette, feeling nostalgia rush through his body.
Yoongi sadly slumped on the couch, he switched on his tiny radio, and he switched the lights to be red. He's feeling a bit angered yet tired. Yoongi planned to get a new tattoo soon. So he opened a bag of hot Cheetos and scrolled through his phone. He heard a loud thud from upstairs. Which brought him back to his senses. Yoongi turned off his radio and ran upstairs to see what the fuck happened. He ran up to his room. Everything was okay. Except there was a thing lying on his bed covered in brown paper with a string wrapped around it. His name was written in black ink on the thing.
Yoongi's eyes went big in curiosity. He slowly unwrapped the brown paper. Revealing 3 cassette tapes. Each of them had a letters on them.
" BS"
" IWBYB"
"WFILIO"
Yoongi walked over to his TV which played cassette tapes. He took the one that has " BS" written on it and slipped it in carefully. Yoongi played with his sweater paws as the video starts. The video as a sweet music begins playing as the video just as a ton of clips of Yoongi.
" I've been hiding for so long These feelings, they're not gone Could I tell anyone Afraid of what they'll say So I push them away I'm acting so strange."
Yoongi's eyes went wide as his jaw dropped, he was shocked, that was his song, an abandoned song, but that voice,
Is that Taehyung...?
Yoongi kept watching the video blindly. So focused on the song and the video. He softly tugged on his sweater paws as he bit his lip.
"They're so pretty it hurts I am talking 'bout boys Not talking 'bout girls They look so pretty with their button-up shirts."
One clip was of Yoongi in a red sweatshirt, with round glasses along with camo green pants. He was holding 3 balloons while eating cotton candy. Another one was him laying down his bed smiling, with a chocolate bar in his hands, with him staring at the camera with a big smile. The next clip was him at Taehyung. Throwing water balloons at eachother. Yoongi giggles softly at the beautiful clips.
" I shouldn't be feeling this But it's too hard to resist Soft skin and soft lips."
This clip had Yoongi laying down on the grass with a flower in his hand, he had mom jeans on with a shirt that said " bullshit " on it in red, the next few clips were ones that were very recent and taken by Jimin. The clip had him in Jimin's room in a denim jacket and he was holding a pride flag, dancing around cutely.
"I know what I like No, this is not a phase Or coming of age This will never change''
Yoongi had tears falling down his face. Unable to hold his emotions.
"Cause I don't know what to do It's not like I get to choose I love who I love Who I love Who I love"
The song slowly finished, Yoongi smiles at the ending of the video, the cassette tape came out. Yoongi places a small kiss on the tape, moving on to the next one. The video starts with Taehyung sitting on a chair. Holding a guitar in his hands.
"Oh Yoongi I wanna feel you close Oh Yoongi Come lie with my bones Oh Yoongi Don't look away Oh Yoongi Just look at me the same."
Yoongi covered his mouth with his sweater-paws, he sobbed into his sweater. Feeling many emotions at the same time. He didn't know what to feel. But it sure did shock him. Wether it was bad or good. He felt so strange.
"I don't wanna be your friend I wanna kiss your lips I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath I don't wanna be your friend I wanna kiss your lips I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath."
Yoongi couldn't think straight. Well okay he's not straight we know that for sure. But his mind was lost and feeling high and nauseous.
"I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath I don't wanna be your friend I don't wanna be your friend I wanna be your bitch And I wanna touch you but not like this. That look in your eyes My hand between your thighs Oh this can't be real It's all just a dream."
The song ends as he was about to play the next tape. Until a voice startled him " hyung...?" Yoongi turns around and sees a figure he was so afraid to see.
