We became friends , melody and I . I didn't know it was this easy to make friends , not that I was expecting anything from her . I had no intention of dating anybody , let alone tell the person that I like about my feelings . The only thing I wanted was what I had now . Being able to see Melody , talk to her until these feelings subsided . I mean , this is how crushes work , don't they ?
She'd still come out the balcony and I'd be on my own one , waiting for her . Lying on the cemented floor , I'd listen to her silent tears . She was always so careful not to let any sound come out . Although , sometimes an occasional hiccups would come out , betraying her . Telling her to let it all out . But she wouldn't . This had been like a routine for us . Of course , she didn't know I was there but I still wanted to be there with her . like a silent knight . Besides , I didn't know what to do . Talk to her ? About what ?
It went on for a while . We'd talk during the day time . Greeting each other in the bus-stop , in the hallway , in the canteen . There wasn't much to talk about but she'd always come up with something .I really cherished these little moments that we had . Slowly , one thing led to another , and these feelings that I had for her started to grow . I couldn't tell what was happening anymore . Why was I feeling the way I was feeling . It had already been a while now , and this- this thing should stop now . But the more I tried to make it go away , the more I wanted to see melody . It wasn't some cheap , lewd thoughts . It was something more precious , as if my entire being revolved around her . Like the Earth to the Sun and the Moon to the Earth. There was this pull , this gravitation , that kept drawing me towards her . Like magnets does to nails .
For the first time in my entire sixteen years of life , I felt the yearning . These sentiments were making me feel absolutely overwhelmed and I didn't know if I liked it or not . One thing was for sure though . My heart wanted Melody and from the way it was pounding , it wouldn't have it any other way . After all , hearts are supposed to know what they want .
P.S.
Hello !
here the narrator is feeling stuff that he/she has never felt before and he can't put it in words . it's the mixture of everything . happiness , sadness , longing and frustration . This music reminds me of that feeling , the creator of this piece was in dilemma as well , when he made this music . He was feeling everything and nothing and so i thought it would be a nice addition to my chapter .
Enjoy and take care . :)
