Have you ever asked yourself a question ? The answer to which you already know . You know how it happened , you know why it happened and you know where it happened . You somehow knew that this was inevitable , even thought you hated that thought . And now , you're not sure how to react . It's not like you can go look for the answers , you already know it . Yet , you can't help but drown yourself in this never ending void filled with pain and sorrow . You even dared to go back in time and change everything .
The night before , I had made a decision . I'd talk to Melody. It wasn't about her daily moping in the balcony . I couldn't possibly do that , not yet. It was her time , hers and hers only . And , no matter how the future will turn out , I knew that she wouldn't be too happy about it . So , I'd start by confessing my feelings . I had no idea what her reaction was going to be like . One thing was for sure , whether or not she reciprocated my feelings , I'd be with her . As a friend or something more .
Would she let me though ? Would she be reluctant at first but slowly come around ? Or would she get angry and just avoid me . I was beyond scared . All these possibilities had made my head go crazy. The next day was the last day of mid-fall festival . Melody was going to perform a song . The entire night , I couldn't sleep . I was thinking of how to approach her and how to bring up the topic . It'd be best if I waited until her performance ended , then I'd ask her to accompany me while returning home. Then , I'd just bare my heart out to her.
The next day , I woke up feeling extremely groggy and tired . I couldn't sleep more than a couple hours , due to nervous excitement . I got ready pretty quickly and went to the bus-stop . I looked around to see if Melody was there , she wasn't . She must have already gone to the festival . She needed to prepare , after all . I wasn't feeling too good , that day . My head was killing me , from front and back . There were many things that I could do , but staying up all night was not one of them . I had slept all through the bus-ride. When we reached the school , I bought some food and burrowed a pain killer from the infirmary . After I washed it all down with a painkiller , I looked around my surroundings. The decorations and the whole setup was so eye-catching. I missed the process , but at least I was here for the thing . Everything was going on smoothly . I couldn't wait to see Melody's performance .
P.S.
Hi ! what did you think about this chapter ? So , the book will end soon now , a couple more chapters maybe ? Let's see how it goes . But after I'm done with the book , I think I'll put up a picture book . Sort of like a comic . Until next time , take care .
