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                                Roy's P.O.V:
I wake up to the sound of my alarm going off. I turn it off, and sit up and groan because of me wanting to go back to sleep, but I can't because my parents don't like me staying in bed all day. I get up and get on the floor to do my morning workout because I like to make sure my body is in shape. Why? Idk....I just like doing it in my free time.

Thirty minutes later, I get done with my workout and I lay back in bed not knowing what to do. I close my eyes and face the ceiling and start to breathe slowly to calm my nerves....Riker, I need to talk to you again.

Riker's P.O.V:
I woke up to the sound of my phone going off, I turn it off and sit up. I look at my phone screen, the time was "9:01". I get up and go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash up. 10 minutes later, I walk downstairs to find the place empty.

My parents are often busy on weekends so I often don't see them. I walk into the kitchen and open up my fridge not knowing what to eat. I moan in annoyance, grab the bacon and eggs, and make me a little breakfast. After I make my breakfast, I grab me a cup of OJ out of my fridge and put some in a cup and sit down at the table.

I grab a plastic fork and start to slowly devour my breakfast. As I take my bacon, I put it in my mouth and I slowly start to taste its' tender and crunchy flavor. 10 minutes later, I get done eating my breakfast and decide to go to the park. I go in my room to change my clothing.

I put on a white T-shirt and some shorts and head out the door. The walk was quite a while but I don't mind because I like being in shape. When I arrive at the park, I sit down to take a break. Oh Roy, I wish that you loved me back.

Roy's P.O.V:
Maybe I should take a walk to the park. I put on a muscle shirt and some shorts and grabbed my key to lock the door. I start to jog on the sidewalk on my way to the park.

Three minutes into the jog, I start to sweat and breathe heavily making my way to the park. It wasn't really a long way, so before I knew it, I arrive at the park and I'm really tired. I see a person sitting on a bench and I decide to sit next to them and greet them.

When I sit down next to them, they looked really nervous so I make the first move.

"Hello, my name is Roy! What's your name?"

I catch him blushing a bit as he said his name. He said "Riker" and then that weird feeling kicked in.

I said to him awkwardly "So you were the guy I bumped into last evening?"

He responded with "Yea, that was me". After that we both were silent for about 10 seconds and then I asked him if he wanted to walk with me.

He shyly said "Yea" before we got up from the bench and started our journey around the park.

Riker's P.O.V:
I don't know what I just got myself into, all I knew was that I was enjoying it a lot. Roy and I were talking about our lives, but I never realized how much we could relate to each other.

We talked for a couple hours, next we exchanged numbers, then he said he had to go. When he said that I rushed towards him, and I hugged him touching his muscular body.

I was expecting him to push me away or stand there awkwardly, but he wrapped his muscular arms around me back. His masculine scent filled the air as we stood there for ten seconds.

It felt so good for us to be hugging each other like that. After that, we let go of each other and both exhaled.

He said "Hey! If you want, you could come by my house for a sleepover." with a huge smile on his face.

I respond while blushing a little "Sure, I'd love to come, I'll just have to ask my mom.

Roy's P.O.V:
After I waved goodbye, I start walking back home. I started thinking about when Riker ran up to me and put his soft arms around me. I just felt so appreciated, but that weird feeling kicked in once again.

It felt weird to hug another guy, but when I hugged him I felt....strange. It just felt right to hug him. I can't explain how I felt. I just feel like a different person when I'm around him. I wonder how Riker feels about me hugging him back.

"I think that- NO! I'm not gay, and I ain't gay for Riker....am I?" Roy thought to himself.