Chapter 6

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My ex boyfriend Tate
"Argh... go away Tate"i said through gritting teeth clearly pissed off that someone let this cunt in.
"Baby.... I need you back I missed our cuddles"he mumbled whilst kissing my neck as his breath hit my neck giving me goosebumps and smelling like cheap booze overall.
"We'll you should of thought about that before you slept with the school slut"i say getting even more annoyed remembering that day it scared me for life ...she's lucky I didn't slit her throat the fucking bitch,but he's her problem now...she can't have my sloppy seconds
"Aww babe you no she meant nothing to me"he said while trying to kiss my jawline
I loved this kid some much but he hurt me ...so fuck him! And not literally
"Piss off" I say while pushing him of me
As he stumbled slightly he recovers and then pushes me against the wall holding my arms above my head tightly as I whacked my head of the wall wincing in pain
"I don't think so" he says while kissing my neck
"Noooo please stop" I say still wincing in pain but he carried on kissing me and tightening his grip on my arms
"She said stop"a deep voice said behind him ...I couldn't see him as the room was pitch black.
"What's it got to do with you mahone... He was gonna continue but he got cut off by a punch and fell to the ground
Austin quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me out the house
"Are you ok"he said
"No cause my ex was ready to have sex with me when I didn't want to and I've got a bad head because I whacked it of the wall but yh I'm fine just dandy"I say sarcastically but I saw his face drop which made my heart melt ...and he did save me so maybe I can let him off easy.
"But thanks anyway"i trailed off
"No problem and I can drop you home ...if you want?"he said while looking at his shoes while scratching the back of he's head
Wtf... is mahone nervous?
"Yeah sure"i said trying to kill this is awkward atmosphere between us
We got in to his red range rover and drove off to my house I just looked out the window it was silent the whole way because my house wasn't that far...and because a couple hours ago I hated his guts whereas now I hate him slightly less than, before?
We finally arrived outside my house
"Thanks for tonight"i say while getting out the car but i was pulled back again within seconds my lips were connected to Austin's.
When we kissed I felt sparks and my stomach erupted with butterflies
We looked at each other lust was in our eyes.
We got out the car and carried on kissing we seperated so I could open the door then we shut the door the kissing continued and got more deeper and heated suddenly I'm in my room with Austin on the bed and me and him exploring each other's mouths and removing our clothes.
Last thing I remember was I woke up to a sleepy Austin... naked, not just him but both of us butt naked!
Oh shit
I try moving but Austin grip got tighter
"Austin I need to pee" I say trying to move
"Eeeee ...ok quickly go before you piss on me"he said in a deep raspy sexy voice clearly tired still
i dart to the toilet and do my thing
As I walk to my room I feel like being sick so I dash to the toilet again and continue throwing up
"Someone clearly got to wasted last night do you even remember anything" Austin says peeping he's head through the bathroom door
Crazy thing is...I didn't even drink and did Austin even use protection
"I guess and get the fuck out ...I'm too ill to be worrying about my responsibilities at the moment" I say falling back on the bed as Austin placed his clothes on and carried his jacket in his hand

"I'll see your around then" he said ,he parted his lips to say something but didn't then jumped out the window before Alex came in.
I closed my eyes with my arm underneath my head just thinking ...thinking about last night.
I knew it was too early just to get pregnant over night but it wouldn't be hard to check ...I'll just have to wait for the results in a couple of weeks ...it's all up to my period if I miss it it's a 89% chance I'm pregnant and 11% due to issues in my body or some shit like that, I'm not a fucking scientist so I don't know.

Austins POV:
How could she just lay there and tell me to get the fuck out ...normally I wouldn't care but last night for the first time in my life sex actually meant something to me, something ...that made me feel a different way about her
I don't know why but she did something to me and then she discarded me? like I was trash.
But I didn't want to start an argument...for once.
I just let it go as it was too early to start anything especially with sky.

*3 weeks later*

"What has been going on with you sky?" Austin said looking down on my small fragile body

I push Austin out my way to grab to quickly go toilet and began to throw again for the 2nd time this day

"I may be pregnant?!" I said wiping my lip whilst coming out the bathroom. I know it's stupid but it came to me like a ton of bricks ...we've had sex and no protection. The cramps, the morning sickness, the mood swings fucking hell i...miss marple have finally figured that there's a 99% chance I'm pregnant.

I get my sweats and quickly put them on my bed I go back to the bathroom have a quick shower and brush my hair and teeth then I go to my bedroom and put my sweats on.
This was the sixth time this week we've had sex ...it become an habit between us two ...like some contract or deal
Austin had a quick shower too and does he's thing then he grabs spare clothes he left here when he's stayed over in the past then we rush down stairs grabbed the keys and rushed to he's car.
We drove to the nearest chemist.
I grab a pregnancy test I pay and run back to he's car.
We drive home in silence.
As soon as I reach my house door I run upstairs and go in my bathroom I pee on the sticks and waited 5 mins on my bed awkwardly with Austin at the end of my bed.
Finally when 5 mins was up I rush to the bathroom sink.
Tears stream down my face
It's positive
I knew this wouldn't go down well with Austin there was a 2% chance he'd be happy about this sudden news
I slowly walk in my room and immediately Austin jumps up eager to find out.
"What does it say" he says frustrated
"I-it's" I get cut off by Austin
"SPIT IT OUT SKY"he says through gritting teeth
"It's positive"I blurt out holding my hand close to my mouth in shock and holding back the tears
Anger filled Austin's eyes he pushed me up the wall and punched the wall above  me
"You better not keep it if you do ...don't expect me to support you and 'it'  you slut" he says the words with venom at the end rolling at the tip of his tongue
"I don't need you... you DICKHEAD!"i spat back my blood boiling with anger at this point who the fuck does he think he is ...I am far from a slut
He storms out and slams the door.
I wait a couple hours for Alex to come back from work so I can tell him
"Hi sky" he yells from downstairs
I run down stairs with dry tears on my cheek and puffy red eyes ...god I look a mess
"What's wrong skykins"he says looking worried he's called me that all my life it's a cute nickname
"I-I'm preg-pregnant w-with a-Austin's b-baby"i choke out
He's eyes killed with anger but I held he's hands and he soon calmed down i don't know why he calms down when I touch he's hands but he just does it properly because we've got each other.
"Yay I get to be an uncle but is Austin going to support you and the baby?"he says while touching my belly that isn't even a bump yet I giggle at he's actions then I turn and said  " no ...he doesn't want anything to do with us"when I said that Alex's eyes grew angry and he clenched he's jaw and I hold he's hand again to calm him down
" I don't need him I've got my amazing best friend and my brother the baby and I don't need no one else"i said reassuring him

Austin pov:
I need to calm down.
Wtf I'm so mad at my self how I treated sky it's not just her fault its both of ours I overreacted. And once again Austin mahone fucked up!
I need to go to the only place that keeps me calm where my mom and dad always took me when I was little the place that feels like home an that I'm safe there.

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