I Love You

chapter one

  It was sunny day with bright sun that blazing through my silk curtain hanging high on the barrier. My eyes flickered open slowly , getting used to the light that hit my eyes. I'm still sleepy but it's school and why the sun up so early? School start at eight? But , spring is near and I remembered something today event. Eventually, it had to do with my boyfriend.

  With a bright smile , I swiftly in sit up position. Both of my hands are outside the thick blanket as a few strands of hair manage to get into my mouth and stick all over my face. I grumble silently under my breath . I really need to shower before getting yelled by dad.

   I really need to wake up before I late to school again. I don't spend my entire night with a lot of homework just for one lesson. I had that enough and I don't want again. Just because I'm using my car dad doesn't know I'm late. He know my boyfriend too well . He likes him .

  And never hesitate to hit him if he break my heart. Yes, I'm eighteen for his sake

  "Lila!" Dad's voice booked through the hall , I quickly as possible, grab my hair tie before run inside the bathroom before he can barked in.

  When I'm inside the bathroom , I turned on the shower loudly as possible so he can hear me . I'm not trying to be dead today , not today when today is special day.

  I heard my bathroom creak open as a heavy footsteps stepped in my room.

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  I don't see him all day in school. I mean like , he will always come to me and says good morning like he usually does to me. And seeing him absence today , disappoint me a little. Maybe he sick or else...

  But , I can't help but notice he slowly distant himself fr me day by day. Like , he usually invited me to watch his game , invited me to lunch , always wait for me but he didn't do that all anymore. I feel a little worried , like— I know he have family problems because he told me and i have that one time that I become a witness to his mother slap his siblings , the youngest one.

  Everytime I asked him, what is wrong? He doesn't answer me but continued to tapping on his phone like no one was talking to him ,like I wasn't even there with him. And , I know we've been dating for one year long and I can't denied the feelings I have for him.

  He always that sweet guy. The one who cherished me with his kisses and always be there for lighten up my spirit. Even in the worst day , he manage to make me smile. He's the one who ,I believe , will hold my future.

  But , he barely talked to me. When I talked to him , he said to me to shut up or say something that I'm annoyed him and that he's tired. Truth to be told , I was hurt. And we always argue about something small.

  And when I did asked him what is wrong with him and he start to questioning me back and ask what is wrong with me acted way too clingy with him. When I'm not , I just acted like before I was even in relationship with him.

  No more hugs and kisses.

  When I ask him to meet me , he said that he's tired and I know he lying because , I saw him the day I called him walking down the street , I was across the road watching him .

I don't bother asking why he'd lied.

And this morning, not a single message from him. Not a good morning text or voicemail. It's just blank , and I don't bother to text him back.

  "Lila?" Someone call me name and I jerks out from my thought and looks behind me.

  A smile make it way up to my lips when I see the person. But , little did he know it was fake. After all , I don't feel like talking to anybody today. But , he is my best friend ever. And no one ever doubt that, because , no one believes I cheated on my boyfriend with my guy best friend because, after all