Not in my comfort zone

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By the time we arrived to the club I could already feel the alcohol making me dumb.

I walked to the end of the line but ben just shook his head and walked straight inside

"How'd you get *hiccup* oh excuse me, how'd you get in?" I giggled drunkenly
"We're rockstars silly" slurred Danny

We took a bunch of shots at the bar.
Danny grinned as a blonde girl bit her lip and dragged him towards the toilets.

"Let's go get a seat" ben gurgled drunkenly
I managed to nod my head.
I held bens hand so I didn't get lost.

"Hey baby" slurred a guy from behind me
"Not interested" I said calmly
"Too bad" the man growled before he slapped my ass
Ben punched him repeatedly in the far before I could even react then as if nothing happened ben took my hand again and lead me to the tables, leaving the random perve knocked out and bloody.

Ben and I were now on our fifth drink since we got to the table

"I I can't believe you haven't had alcohol before" ben laughed
"I was an alcohol virgin" I giggled with a hiccup
"Are, are you a virgin? Virgin?" Ben asked with a slur
"I haven't even kissed a boy" I admitted as I swayed to the side and ran my hand through my hair
"But you're so like HOT" ben slurred
"No you are hot" I flirted
God damn alcohol why are you doing this to me

I don't know how, don't even ask me how it happened but two minutes later we were in a full on makeout session

"Now I'm not a kiss virgin" I giggled
By now my hormones were racing.
"I can take care of another virginity" ben winked
I bit my lip as ben stood up and lead my roughly to the carpark

I could barely walk, neither could ben.
Ben pushed me against someone's car as I roughly grasped the bulge in his pants. He slid a finger in me. A satisfied moan escaped my mouth
I got on my knees and pushed bens length into my mouth.
We were going at it for a good five minutes until a security guard caught us.

We just laughed and ran off

It was only a few hours later when we sobered up a little that it had sunk in.

We were at some random park on the swings in the most awkward silence I'd ever had the misfortune of being a part of.

"You remember it then" mumbled ben
"Mhm" I mumbled in return

The silence consumed us again.

"I'm sorry" ben mumbled
"Me too" I couldn't help but laugh

"Wait why are you sorry?" Ben began to laugh
"Sorry for putting your penis in my mouth" I laughed hysterically
"Well I'm sorry for putting my penis in your mouth . It's impolite to do that" ben began to howl with laughter

"You idiot, it's funny now but tomorrow it'll be so awkward" I sighed when I finally stopped laughing
"I'm gonna tease you about it" ben shrugged
I glared at him

It seemed like it was that exact moment both of is realised
We lost Danny

"Fuck!" I exclaimed
"Yeah super fuck, where the hell did we leave danny?" Ben exclaimed in return
"It's like four am, I doubt he's still at the club" I worried
"We have to check everywhere then. It's the only reasonable thing to do" ben decided.

We spent the next four hours going from building to building looking for Danny with no luck at all.

"I'm so hungry" I groaned as I sat on a bus stop
"And sore" I complained as I took my heal off and rubbed my foot

"I'm fucking hungry" ben shrugged
"Oh fuck you, now I'm hungry too" I moaned

"I guess I'll go get a burger and we get you a hot dog?" Ben grinned
I scowled
"Why is that ben?" I frowned, knowing the answer
Ben gave me a cheesy wink and I rolled my eyes

"Ben seriously you've been doing this all night! God you suck" I whined before slapping his arm
"No you suck" winked Ben
"OH MY GOD BEN" I yelled as my face turned bright red
"Is what you would have been saying if security didn't come" ben grinned
I looked down awkwardly and ben gulped.
"Sorry" he mumbled
"I'm just ashamed. Don't be sorry" I admitted
"Ashamed of what?" Ben questioned
"ASHAMED OF WHAT? Maybe the fact that I get drunk once and I turn into a slut. I haven't seen you in Six years, you're like twenty five, way older than me plus you're a family friend and I pretty much was going to throw away my virginity on you! It's bad enough I wasted my first kiss on you" I spat
Bens jaw dropped

"Well Morgan I'm fucking sorry that adults kiss sometimes. Sorry I was such a "waste" to you. I actually felt kind of special that you give your first kiss to me. I mean look at you, you're fucking perfect. But whatever. I'll see you later" ben spat back, his voice riddled with hurt.

I watched as ben walked down the street and turned the corner.

As soon as he was out of sight I sat on the floor and began to cry.

"Uh Morgan what are you doing here?" Asked Danny who ha somehow ended up in front of me
I looked up at him with my makeup running down my face and my eyes spilling tears
"What's wrong??" He asked
I started sobbing heavily. Danny knelt down and wrapped his arms around me

"Let it out love, you'll be okay" he soothed as he rubbed my back

I eventually stopped crying and looked up at him
"Now tell me what's wrong?" He asked
"Wait first tell me why you're here" I demanded
"Well I fucked that blonde, then her friend wanted me and yeah this is a hotel" Danny laughed, looking proud as he gestured to the tall building

"We were looking for you all night" I pouted
"Oh is that why you're crying?" Danny asked
I shook my head
"Tell uncle Danny" he smiled

"Ben" I sniffed
"Morgan I'm not a psychic what about ben?" Danny chuckled
"We kissed. It was my first kiss" I began
A few tears fell down my cheek
"Oh is that all?" Danny laughed a laugh of relief
" and then I gave him a bj" I sobbed
Danny looked horrified
"And he fingered me" I frowned
Danny somehow looked even more horrified
"And he was going to take my virginity" I cried
Danny shook his head, almost to shake the actual thought itself

"Then I yelled at him and said I wasted my first kiss" I mumbled

"Oh um ok how did all that happen?" Danny asked awkwardly
I pointed to an empty bottle on the floor
"Alcohol is satan" I muttered before giving the empty beer bottle the finger

"Where's ben?" Danny asked nervously
I just shrugged

Danny sighed
"Let's go find the dickhead"

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