That which we believed

Part 49

      It's ironic. I was just taking the same conversation.... as if I knew what was coming.

-What do you think,........ This will last for a year:-I asked, in the eyes of his.

-I think,......., you shouldn't give up:-You smiled.

A load fell from my heart when those words left his lips. My father was supportive.

-This is your dream of a child.... chase it:-my ego is wrapped around my hand.

-Dad:-I cried.

-What is it, now......?:-He smiled, lifted the top of his upper Ustan. He spent his hand through my hair.

-Harry, he disagrees with my departure.

-That's it:-laughed, lifted one eyebrow. :-You love each other. ...... He will reconsider:-he calmed me down.

I just needed this...... someone's support.

-Come on:-you said Pat me on the shoulder:-Pack your bags, then we'il go for a walk, I'm still going to miss you all year.

-Tatcho:-I had a fight with him.

Tears ran my face. I took a deep breath and listen it. I took the suitcase out of my closet and picked up everything I needed. Every garment, every fragrance, every thing reminded me of it. I wanted to get rid of my thoughts, to forget them.

When I finished preparing for tomorrow's departure, dressed my gray wedge and the black blouse, which was my father's gift, and I went to encourage him for a walk.

-dad:-yelled.

-Come on, call me.

Maybe he guessed why I was so insistent.

-Take a walk:-I asked him after he stood up to me.

-Okay:-he smiled.

I took my thick jacket, but in contrast, Dad wore his knitted vest. I watched it amaze. I've been staring at him.

-What:-You asked laughing.

-You will freeze:-I explained it to him.

-Don't worry:-you laughed oŝipvajki my cheek.

It was like I was still the little kid who grabbed his dad's hand and went to the garden. But it wasn't the same now. I didn't I was going to school or nursery that was 5 minutes away from home, and now I'm going away. I was flying away from my hometown and settled somewhere else. In a completely foreign and different place.

-What do you think:-You asked me

-Nothing:-I hurried to answer.

I didn't want to worry him with my own problems. I really wouldn't go all night to tell about my so-called problems and difficulties that I'm forced to handle. I was unable to fight a single thought. What would I do without Harry? How could I have done without hearing his voice. We haven't even been able to say goodbye. In my mind they started to pop up all those memories that we're together with, and we're happy now. Every single tear, every thought, every strife has not harmed me as much as his words today.

Your ambitions, your ego.... you're ready to do anything to......

What you said was not stopping me in my head. I didn't even have the guts to paint the end of his coloved insults.

-Ana;-Call Daddy:-You OK:-You asked me once again.

-Yes:-Usmihneh.

-Do you want to have lunch:-offer, looking at me supplatively:-I do not accept refusals:-he laughed.