That which we believed

Part 52

-even one day I forget myself...... Nothing could have caused me to erase the memory of you:-He spoke as if he were going to collapse at any moment and actually manifest his feelings and his condition.

-he finally gave up. A few tears descended from my eyes.

He reached out to me.

-Take it:-Ask Me

He handed me a white sheet that was folded into four. I got to open it, but he stopped me. Read it when you got his eyes on him.

He hugged me as much as it was our last date.

-I love you:-you told me

-and I:-I have returned through tears.

-Farewell:-whispered me, kissing me.

Before I had the chance to return his burden, he ran out. I watched his movements. He erased his tears, but ran one after the other, became more and more.........

-I love you:-I thought, stretching my hand towards it. I could not stop my tears, nor comfort my grief with my heart.

After the second time I heard that woman's voice, inviting us to take my seats on the plane, I stood up and got to go.

-Farewell, farewell:-His words were in my head.........

I couldn't control myself. In my imagination, everything seemed so easy, and now......... I felt unspeakable pain, as if life had challenged me to a war that I was unable to deal with.

I looked so weird. Everyone was seen in the distance and beautiful smiles were illuminating their faces. And I......... I was looking my eyes to Harry's car, which he would soon start and go away. A surprising tremor has succeeded in moving me from my seat. It all happened so unexpectedly. Now I understand the meaning of the word Torbusia. We were going to fly a lot. I didn't know what to distract my thoughts from Harry. I searched in my purse something that could help me, but I stumbled upon the letter from him. I wondered if I should read it, but my curiosity prevailed.

' ' I'm not going to lie to you. It was very difficultfor me. I cried all night, maybe You'il notice. For the first time I felt truly happy, I had the courage to believe,learned to love. But you know what hurts me the most...... the fact that theperson who was the reason for all this is leaving. You just left me. I can't do it without you. You will always be that girl who managed toconquer my heart. He battled my rage and anger, stood above my ego............for all this thank you. If it wasn't for you, I'd be on another Sunday partyinstead of sitting here crying, trying to express my feelings for you. As muchas you're sure you know...... believe me, you have no idea what you've done tome. From the change to love. It was like it was the miracle of my life. But Iblew my chance. Maybe I wasn't good enough for you. But I'm not going to missthat you taught me something much more important than to show me how tobelieve, give me hope that allows me to dream. Maybe when we see each otheragain, you're going to change, but I know your heart never changes ourlove. Imagine a year later, I'il comeback to the airport, wait for my arms. Our eyes will meet again and the magicwill happen. The two of us will be very, very happy...... you promised. Someday we're going to grab hands and walkalong the beach, sit on a cliff and just imagine...... We will create ourstory, our own fairy tale. You know, what I like to say...... we cannot changethe past or foretell the future, the only thing we are capable of is enjoying thepresent. I promise i'il be strong. I'm going to shake my teeth and move on. I'mgoing to wait for the moment when I'm going to bury my head in your chest, andyou're going to breathe in my arms. Although we are at 4000 meters apart, thespark of our love will never be extinguished.