That which we believed

Part 58

      I was staring at her eyes. I wanted to ask so many questions, but I didn't know how to do it.

-Harry:-he was saying my name, going.

I've missed you so much. Bear to embrace me, but I pushed her away, my anger prevailed

-Why not come, why not go back:-I dared to ask

I was ready to face the fire-I, I....

-What:-I screamed, I felt so weak and feeble

-I tried....:-He cried.

I laughed with a whole throat.

-you... you know what I went through while you were gone, can you imagine:-I was crying, pointing it with a finger.

I dragged more emotion than I thought

-People like you.... do not deserve to be mothers.:-I saw her with contempt.

I knew I would regret my words, but I lived for the moment. I'm saying what I think.

I left. I was so angry, but at the same time and happy. I've seen my mother, who I haven't received any word from for years. I had the opportunity to yell at her, ask her why she did it, I could get her an account.

-Harry:-I heard the feeble and screaming behind me.

I wanted to try to rush into arms and, but, you know, my conscience wouldn't let me. The undiluted in my head didn't allowed me to think clearly. Facts and events fought against feelings and emotions.

I wandered around the dark streets somewhere. Emotions, feelings tearing my heart out. It was like tearing it apart into little pieces that will never again merge. Why am I so unhappy, asking myself questions? Why I live, I thought. For the first time, I was showing my weakness. I was giving my tears and grief. But no one could have guessed the mighty, devastating storm that was raging in my heart. I felt lonely as if the small surplus that no one needs. :-I cried at the thought.... for a moment I stayed still, I was not able to walk,,, or at least,.. Not in this state..

Anna's point of view.

-I have to go:-said Zack, looking worried about what happened

-Stay as long as you want:-I was talking fables.

-No:-you refused.

I sent him, I was just closing the door but he stopped me.

-Anna:-shouted.

-That's for you:-you said, handing me a little box.

-by whom:-I was surprised.

-You will know when you open it:-laughed

I hurried to send it because I was excited to find out what was in the box and who it was from. I lifted the lid, and then I put it on the table next to myself. I was surprised, after, I learned her content. Namely, two pendants. On one was spelled the letter x and the other. My eyes wept after I read the note that was left beneath them. For our first New year, which we will celebrate together, you will receive the first and most sincere explanation in love...... by Harry ' '

He planned everything, and I let him go. I was driving myself. What he deserved. I put my jacket on and I ran out. He wouldn't have gotten far.

I've rearranged my fears, including the one with the elevator. I would sacrifice my life for him...... I cried. Kept to argue with myself. What happened, I could not explain. Why the hell didn't I stop grabbing my hair? I walked on the dark Wiaks, who were undoubtedly filled with people. How was I ever going to find him? What I was hoping for. That's impossible.

-Harry:-yelled with a whole throat.