submissive minx

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I am slowly fading away. My intent to please my husband has not been satisfactory. Although I am tired of waking up from my blackouts, I deserve it. My duty is to stay by my husband side and to please his every need. He doesn't need me being disobedient or disrespectful. He need the perfect wife who will serve him. And I haven't been that perfect wife lately.

I need to be put in my place when I don't follow his orders and rules. That's what I need him for to help mold me into someone who is the perfect housewife and mother. I sometimes yearn for his aggressive touch it lets me know what I need to improve on and how I can be of more help to him. My husband is a very successful man who needs his wife to the best.

He's is right to hit me and punish because that's what husbands do. They put their wives in their place and help them become better versions of themselves. I haven't been listening to Declan lately which is stupid. He is superior to me and I've been very disrespectful and ungrateful.

I kept my eyes trained on the floor as a sign of submission and obedience and prepared for my punishment. I haven't been perfect for him and it makes me mad. Why can't I just do what I'm supposed to do and make him happy. I'm just stupid.

I'm being punished because I didn't wear the dress he picked out for me. I don't know why I just know that this little stunt that I pulled hasn't pleased my husband Declan, and now I'm in big trouble. I felt his hand slightly caress my exposed shoulder. It made a chill pass through me as it was unexpected of him to touch me. I'm filth and don't deserve his soft touch on my skin.

He stopped after a few seconds and walked around me as if I were prey. He stood so close to me I could smell his cologne, and the scent of coffee and mints on his breath. He pushed my head up to meet with his eyes.

I felt very small and meek compared to him. Which is good I should fear my husband because if I didn't that would mean he's not punishing me right. And that would be unacceptable. My thought were clipped short by the sound of his husky voice.

"little one, I have been very patient with you and you have yet disobeyed me again. What should your punishment be hm. 50 lashes or no food for a week?" He said while his face turned a light shade of red.

I'm so dumb and stupid Declan is upset with me. I have failed my mother and all her teachings just because I wanted to be selfish and not please my husband. My body is his property that he can do with as he pleases. I'm sorry mother I failed you and my husband.

The shame of my actions started to eat me alive and so did the guilt. My eyes sting with tears at the thought of me gaining weight. I just wanted to apologize to him for being stupid and making him upset.

"I'm sorry sir, I didn't mean t-"
But before I couple express my feelings my arm was quickly pinched. Oh stupid Azariah. I spoke without permission I'm just on a roll today. I deserve my punishment to the full extent.

"That not what I asked Zariah." He gritted out. I wanted to smack myself how could I not answer his question and speak out of turn.

"I'll choose it for you since it seems that you don't understand. No food for a week and ten lashes."

My eyes slighted widened. I get a very easy punishment and I didn't even get slapped. He's going easy on me which I'm grateful for but my punishment should be worse because I know better.

"Yes sir I understand" I said a little too quickly, and I attempted to run off but before I could he captured my hair with his hands, and pulled me back.

"Aht. Where's my kiss Zariah" he asked with a raised eyebrow.

I turned around to him and stepped on my tiptoes and gave him a kiss. To which he held the back of my head a deepens it. I was so happy I got an easy punishment and his kisses just make my day!

After a couple of minutes he pulled back and stared at me.

"I love you so much Zari, but I need you to start listening more. This disrespect needs to stop because next time I wont give you an easy out. Do you understand"

"I do and I'm so sorry for not listening, I pinky promise that I'll be on my best behavior from now on" I said while sniffling and trying to stop my tears from falling.

"No baby no tears ok. I know you don't mean it but I still have to punish you because you have to learn. Ok?"

"Ok I understand and I love you too" I said while stuffing my face in his chest. It brought comfort to me as I inhaled his cologne. And we soon moved to the couch where he just laid on my chest and I played with his hair.

I sighed in content but not for too long I still haven't received my punishment yet for being disobedient to him.