my mother boyfriend

chapter 6

It's is 8:30 in the morning and I have the day off I went and took a shower and brush my teeth I felt kind of bad cuz I could not eat my breakfast I was going to fix this morning so I got him a card I went to the doctor I told Mr Thomas I was feeling sick he said you might be pregnant what I hope not and go pee in a cup and put them in the window and we'll take some blood work from your arm okay I told him I wanted you on that it in a cup and put in a window and it's a blood for my arm assign a room for 15 minutes and it came in you are pregnant you are one month your baby going to be due April 4th here's your discretion for your prenatal vitamins and here's something to keep your food down oh my God I'm pregnant yes thanks I left out the office I was crying I can't believe I'm pregnant by my mom's boyfriend I caught on my friend Crystal what's wrong I'm pregnant you what I'm pregnant by your mom's boyfriend yes I told her oh my God what you going to do I'm going to call him and I'm going to tell him that I sent my mom what's happening she's going to be mad yes I know I told her I went back to the house and I called her CJ hello what's up are you around my mom know I'm not she has to pay off on the airport yet can you come over I'll be there in a minute I waited around for CJ to come he did what's going on I'm pregnant what I'm going to be a father Yes and I got to tell my mom about us I can't do this anymore I can't see you anymore but sprayer with my child I know that my mom is going to hate me for what I did I should have told you know I know that I'm sorry that's not good enough for me one month in the baby's going to do April 4th I can't see you anymore CJ there's only one nice thing what we did it twice yes I know I mean it do that I just want to let you know I saw him let me be the one to tell your mom about battles I want to be there when you do all right, go to the house for me I got him a car and I'm headed to my mom's house I waited for her to come in and she did what you doing here I got something to tell your mom I'm pregnant yes who's the guy mom I slept with your boyfriend I was drunk the first time but I did it again the second time what why are you doing this to me I'm your mom mom I'm sorry I didn't mean to get out she told me and I did and you CJ I don't want to f****** see you ever again I didn't mean to hurt you I don't give a damn get out of my house I got him a car and I cried all the way home my mom is pissed off at me a male in the house went upstairs and cry myself to sleep I can't believe this she's mad at me she have every right to be she's not going to speak to me again and I know it I said to myself but I hope she does is sick of her grandchild CJ call me on the phone what do you want I'm sorry what happened I don't want to talk to you again and I don't want to see you again you don't have to but pretty with my baby I'll let you be around your child but I don't want to see you ever again and I hung the phone up and cry myself to sleep after I did that.