Wow hahah it's been a long time, like a year at LEAST. Unfortunately for the one year Wattpad did a weird thing that wouldn't let me access this account on my phone so I had to use my pretty much broken iPad hahah sorry about that! I honestly thought I would have to type this up in my iPad hoping it doesn't crash and burn before publishing but instead, I was able to access on my phone now so that's very helpful.
I've noticed my book has kinda blown up which is insane and I'm so thankful and appreciative of all the love I have received. I have been reading comments and whatnot and honestly, it really warms my heart and also makes me feel different.
Like there ARE people who go through the same stuff or similar emotions and whatnot. I knew that there were people out there, but to full on have people comment and relate to what I had written and done to cope with all the issues in my life is so surreal.
I never expected or really wanted this book to blow up to be very honest, I kinda just vented into and I published it because another very unhealthy coping mechanism of mine is to seek attention and validation, good or bad. I just wanted people to be able to talk and read about ME. Also cuz I thought "I'm not well known and writing a book on here without hitting publish would drive me insane."
But some of the comments took it to a whole other level which is so amazing, like in a way we know we're all fucked up but somehow we still try and help each other, wishing we could put out the healing energy we have towards others, towards ourselves. It made me think that maybe I can write, at least on here if it helps people or entertains people.
I don't really know where I am going with this but I'm gonna just cut it off here and say that I will most definitely start up "Early Morning Thoughts" eventually with the new experiences from the past year, I still have much to continue from the previous years that I will eventually write about. I really hope that most of you will follow onto that book and also feel just connected as you did with this one here.
Thank you for reading my vents and thank you for the votes and comments, thank you for just supporting me. Hopefully in the second book I can be more active and responsive.
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Much love,
Skyla Lynn
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Midnight Thoughts
PuisiThe things that my mind thinks of at midnight when my mind can never sleep. The reality and the dreams, emotions and thoughts all wrapped together In this collection of poetry I let you see what's inside of my mind and life. Enjoy reading these word...
