What is my life

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To be honest, I don't know what happened. Now the next day I'm all the sudden friends with Izzy. I don't get it. I am always just so nerous in that popular group. Even the word scares me. I  loved Oliver. God, I love him so much. But the fact that I don't know where I belong scares the living daylight out of me. I mean yes, I'm in middle school. After eighth grade is high school and, well I don't know. I just feel like I should have all these things figured out. But I don't.

I told Oliver later at our like ten minute recess that I was so sick and tired of them but I don't know how to leave them. I mean it was true. It like isn't in my blood. 

That night I thought about Oliver and us. The time was 4:30pm. Dammit, I have a choir concert at 7:00.

I started getting dressed at 6:00. I didn't know what to wear. So I through on some see through tights. Then the best dress I had in my closet. I put on black flats. By the time I put on make up and curled my hair, I had to go.

I walk into the massive high school we were going to have the concert in. Me and Isabel were lost on where we were supposed to go. We finally found our instructor and took us to the most gorgeous room, and Angie was already there. She looked stunning. We jumped up and down and hugged and mostly were completely idiots. Then we had to leave to the gym.

I hated this.

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