anti-depressants || ashton [au]

⇉ 1.7 - bonus chapter

So this is an extra chapter. This chapter is about annie reading Ashton's email.
If you didn't know his is from the updated epilogue so . . .

Dedicated to whoever has a question

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1.7 - his email

Dear annie,

I know distance is a big thing that's between us. I know please don't remind me or use that as an excuse to say no. But i really like you, like really like you and I don't know what else to do.

I wanted to ask you out the day you left, but you left before I could even tell you my good news. At the time I felt like I was left hanging waiting for an answer that I never asked for. But yeah I really wanted to ask you out and I still do. And we've been acting emails for nearly a year and a half. And as days pass I keep falling into a hole I dug myself into because I never asked you and i really like you. And I can't get myself out this hole if you don't let me know if I should move on.

the other day when you emailed me back two hours after I emailed you the boys called me "whipped" because I stopped in the middle of band practice to read what you wrote. And I realized I am whipped over you because I love you. Not the type of I love you's we said in a friendly way. This love is much deeper than that.

So I have a a question, do you want to be my girlfriend? I just want to know if you'll be my girl because I like you to much for you to be someone else's. But if you don't feel the same way it fine it's better you know how I feel.

Sincerely,
A boy who has feelings for you.
Ash