hOURly devotion

TWENTY-FIVE

"What's in our blood only us know about it , don't wanna break up because I can't go without it. Your love Ian never thought about doubting.."
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*DISCLAIMER: You might shed a couple real nigga tears , so have your tissues ready 😭*
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PREVIOUSLY ON hOURly DEVOTION......

"Nene ?" The girl tried to croaked out. She ran over to me and hugged me tightly.

I haven't seen her in years and here I was face to face and in the arms of my little sister.

Omniscient || Houston , Texas 📍

"Bri Bri where you been ?" Jania cried still holding onto her little sister like she never wanted to let go.

Brielle was only 14 when she left Houston. No one but jania's momma knew where she went to. When Brielle left it was like a part of jania left as well. She felt as if her smile had faded and it had no purpose of coming back.

"I had to go to South Carolina , I didn't wanna go back I promise I didn't. Momma made me" Brielle cried in her sister's arm.

"Bri Bri why she make you go ?" Jania said tightly holding on to her sister like she never wanted to let go.

"Brayden took my virginity, and momma was mad at first. Then a couple weeks later I missed my period. She thought I was pregnant and she shipped me off to be with my dad. I found out it was just a scare , but I never told momma. When I was with my dad my life was pure hell. He degraded me , and he would constantly hit me. This went on from the time I was 14 till I turned 15. I ran away and this lady took me in. She actually loved me then we moved back here and here we are" Brielle said wiping her eyes pulling away from nene.

When Jania heard what her sister said she felt irresponsible and bad. She felt as if she failed as big sister. Hearing the things that Brielle went through made her wanna lose her mind soo much. She wanted to be mad at her momma, but she couldn't because at that time her momma had just went through a divorce and adding this must've stressed her out even more.

"I'm so sorry Brielle , I'm sorry that I couldn't prevent this from h-"

"Nene it's not your fault" Brielle smiled. "I'm okay , all that matters is that I'm here now".

Jania smiled looking at her little sister. Brielle had grown so much from being a small and innocent.

"Anyways enough about me , look at you" Brielle said looking down at Jania's stomach giggling.

"I know , I know" Nene said rubbing her stomach while smiling.

"I'm happy for you , so who's the guy that helped make my niece or nephew"

Jania's smile faded a little and she looked up at her sister .

"Um... he's not gonna be present in my child's life I don't think. I mean we used to be soo unbreakable and happy. Then one day he just snapped..
He hurt me and almost hurt my baby too. So at this point I don't know.."

"Well you always have me. Even when you're feeling alone I'm here. I'll help you with the baby 100 percent" Brielle stated.

As the school day went by they stayed in the bathroom catching up on life. The bathroom was kind of a strange place to chat , but when you miss a bond so much , you'll go above and beyond to fix it.

Jania|| Houston , Texas 📍

School ended not to long ago and Nicole dropped me off at home. Adria stayed behind for some year book thing.

When I got inside the house I went upstairs and laid my book bag down. I put on some comfortable clothes which consisted of some shorts and a half shirt. My little belly was poking out and it was honestly cute.

Today I decided that I wanted to make my first YouTube video. I really wanted to get that up and running. I sat up my backdrop area and fixed my camera and my lighting before taking a seat in my chair.

"Hey y'all as you all know I'm Jania and I'm here with my first video. This video is kind of unplanned so I just wanted to talk to you guys about certain things. I-"

I got interrupted by my phone buzzing loudly. I stood up and walked over to phone seeing that it was hella instagram notifications.

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Just by looking at the comments had me confused. I went and clicked the link to the song and listened to the song up until one part caught my attention.

"What's in our blood, only us know about it, Don't wanna break up 'cause I can't go without you"

Tears came pouring down and I backed up against the wall. Every memory we shared came into my mind. I felt like my world had crashed down into pieces. All I could ask was why ?

"why do I feel like this !" I screamed out as I cried.

I looked down at the ring he gave me and a flashback came.

*FLASHBACK*

"You know I luh you right ?" Kentrell said as he held onto me.

"I love you too" I smiled.

"I wanna be wit you til I get old and can't walk on my own nomo" he laughed. Jania laughed with him.

I pulled him into a passionate kiss like it was the last one that they we would ever share. Little did I know it was...

*Flashback over*

I stared at the wall as hot tears escaped my eyes. I thought to myself.

Do you really wanna keep crying over him or do you wanna let go and move on ?

The thought replayed over and over in my mind. I really loved him , I still am really in love with him, but he hurt me more than ever.

Why can't I just let go ?
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Soo hey y'all I'm gonna update for y'all everyday this week sooo stay tuned ! 😌