In My Mind

Sad

She gets to that,
When she is fed up
When her soul has been
Shattered into nothing but
Bits that can't be rejoined.

She feels numb on the inside
So she picks a razor
And cuts herself like no another
And when she feels the pain
She's sure that she's alive and kicking.

She loses hope and
Eventually gives up on everything
That used to grasp her interest,
She's like forcing a stone to breathe,
So suffocating.

She gets offended just because you asked her a simple question-
So she looks up at you with teary eyes and a broken smile,
"I'm ok" she says quarterheartedly.

She can't cry no more,
When she can't feel anymore,
She gets sad,so numb,
And when somebody shows a lil care,
She pours out everything.

Waterfall like,did the tears flow,
Eyes milky white,get frustrating red,
Heart broken into shards of glass
She only has a tiny tad hope and
That's following the biggest piece.

Sad,numb and dank,
3 a.m knows her best,
When her demons haunt her,
She wakes up with a scream.

-Wendy