Microcosmos Love - A Taekook Lovestory

Chapter Two - part One

Jungkook scanned the ceiling with the big chandelier hanging down from it. He chewed on his fingernails. He was nervous. It annoyed him. Why did he need to be nervous? He went to the therapy for almost 2 years. And always liked to go to this therapy. It felt like he was connecting with his previous self, even if they didn't make any great progress yet. But now he felt different. The door suddenly flew open, making Jungkook startle a little bit.

"Sorry for waiting." said Doctor Kim. He smiled at him and took a seat in front of the couch Jungkook was sitting on. "So. Hello Jungkook. How are you today?" Jungkook gulped. "Well, I'm fine, I guess....but I feel different." "How is that?" Jungkook thought a second. "The dreams I talked about with you. The same dreams I have often. It...moved on." Doctor Kim sat straight in his chair. All his attention on Jungkook. "That's really good! Can you tell me how your Dream is different now?" Jungkook nodded. "You can lay down, if you want." "Thanks."

"It started as usual. The beach, the birds, the waves. My mom who calls me. My Little footsteps in the sand. But this time, I didn't just run to my mom. There were other footsteps beside me in the sand. And as I looked to the side, a cute little guy was standing there, reaching his hand out for me. I guess he was....about 5 years old? I don't know..." "And then?" "Then It switched. I was in the Hospital. This Dream also began as usual. White blanket, a friendly nurse, but I can't capture her face...just blond tied hair. I feel much older there....Maybe a teenager? My throat hurts. I have a bunch of comics on my lap, almost driffting to Sleep. But this time, a voice is calling me. It's a Young but Deep voice." "What does he say?" "Jungkook! Are you sleeping? And then he laughes." Doctor Kim nods. "You had a third Dream. The one with the fight." "Oh, yeah. This Dream didn't change. It's still my mom and another Woman yelling at each other." 

"Did anything changed in your life lately?" Jungkook has just one answer. "Yes." "What is it?" "It's someone. I saw him last Sunday at a coffee shop. He looked familiar to me. And then he joined our table, telling me he knows me." "What's his Name?" "Kim Taehyung." "Oh, nice, another Kim", he smiles. "Where does he know you?" "From work. He said, he worked with me three years ago, and since Monday he is working with me again." The doctor made his notes. "But Jimin told me, when I was a teenager, I was talking a lot about a Kim Taehyung....I don't know if it was him...and Jimin was abroad for a year, so he couldn't meet him." What effect does he have on you?"

"Oh, I see..." The doctor smiled. Jungkook blushed hard. "So your enyojing his Company?" "I do...but it's difficult to focus on work sometimes..." He fumbled with his fingers, too embarrassed to face the expression of the doctor. "Do you meet him privately?" "No." "So you just see him at work?" Jungkook nodded. "How does he behave? I mean to you." Jungkook smiled and looked out of the window, trying to bring his behavour in one sentence as he looked at the tree's waving in the wind. "He is...really nice to me. He talks a lot to me. He has an outgoing personality, i guess it's just the way he is. He is really funny and knows how to Play a lot instruments. He showed me...." "So he shows off?" "I-I don't know - Maybe..." "And your dreams started changing right after you met him?" "Yes...It started from Sunday night." "Interessting." "Does he have any other effects on you?" Jungkook looked at him and frowned, and blushed again, as he thought about his dirty thoughts about him lately, the bulge it caused and his nearly heart attack when he brushed his hand over his back. "Ehm...he inspires me...in Songwriting..." He didn't lie. It was also an effect he caused. "So he opens your mind?" "Yes, I guess you can call it that." "That's really good. I have a mission for you. Since he has such good effects on you, you should spend more time with him. Go out with him, lern more about him. Let him free your mind." 

"pardon?" Jungkook looked shocked. "We didn't have any Progress in two years. he had an miracle impact on you. I guess he could be the one who catalyses your whole process in healing and bring all your memories back." "He could?" "It's possible." "But - I don't know if i can ask him out..." "Maybe he would help you, if you explain it to him. Everything. And you should really ask him if he just knows you from work. I mean, because of what Jimin said about him. " "You mean, that he could help me?" "Yes." "It's important, Jungkook. If you want to get your memories back. So...will you give it a try?" Jungkook snickered nervously. "I think I have no options here..." Doctor Kim nodded. "So...next appointement in two weeks?"