Microcosmos Love - A Taekook Lovestory

Chapter Four - part Three

Jungkook sat down on his couch and sighed. What am I doing? I'm so confused right know. He thought back of the past 30 minutes. The evening was very fun. But Jungkook felt sad about the fact that Taehyung was actually straight. Well, that's what he thought the whole evening. Or better: He tried to Forget. He even drank some alcohol. Taehyung was concerned and said him, he shouldn't drink. But who is he to tell him what to do? He's not his boyfriend. He felt a knot in his throat. He was about to cry.

Taehyung was unusual quiet at the car ride. Jungkook didn't know what to say either. He just stared at the street and the buildings passing by. It wasn't a long ride. Jungkook was glad when he arrived home somehow, he didn't liked the silence in the car. But he also wanted to stay with Taehyung. Just to be with him. Touch him. Taehyung got out of the car and opened the door for Jungkook. It was sweet, but he didn't know what it actually meant. He even accompanied him to his door. "You don't think bad of me, right Kookie?" "What do you mean?" "About the Thing with the girl...I-I did nothing wrong." Jungkook got nervous as he mentioned the girl. "Look, she was his girlfriend, but flirted a lot with me. I didn't showed any interest in her, I just tried to be nice to her. She then kissed me-" Jungkook looked away quickly to cover his pain. That lucky girl. Taehyung held Jungkook at his shoulders. "I pushed her away. I really did. But she told Bogum, that I was the one kissing her. He didn't believe me when I tried to explain. You need to believe me Jungkook. I didn't had any interest in her. AT ALL." Taehyung looked deep in Jungkook's eyes, hoping to find some trust in them. 

"Okay", Jungkook said. "I-I don't want you to think that I'm like that.I just don't want to..." Jungkook forced a smile. "It doesn't matter what I think of you." "Of course it does! How could you say that? We will live together in two days. And I want to start on a good base." Jungkook nodded. "I don't think of you in a bad way." "That's a relieve." Taehyung hugged him. "You are important to me, okay?" Jungkook felt again butterflies flying through his gut. He was totally confused about what Taehyung said. And his touch felt nice. Really nice. 

Jungkook  took a warm shower and went straight to bed. He was really tired. After an hour, he woke up in sweat. He had a Dream about a lettre from Taehyung. A really childish one. He wrote about Comics and Games and the boring teacher who caught him cheating at the exam. Then the Dream turned into another one, were the adult Taehyung was holding his wrist, pulling him Closer and kissing him deeply. He dreamt about him touching his crotch. "Fuck." Jungkook looked down at himself, seeing his throbbing boner. He quickly made some notes about the letter and uncovered hurriedly his member and began to stroke it. Jungkook closed his eyes and thought of the one Person who caused him trouble the whole day. He was extremly aroused, more than usual, even if it wasn't the first time he touched himself while he thought of Taehyung. His scent was still in his nose. His tight hug. His strong hands. His sexy gaze. His sensual lips. He panted heavily, as he thought back of his wet Dream. He stroke at a faster pace, gasping, and squirted all over his abdomen, coming hard and long, with a guttural Sound. 

He looked blank, exhausted. After he cleaned himself, he thought back at his previous Dream. A childish letter from Taehyung? He frowned. Suddenly, he remembered his mom placed some old crates in the attic. He never looked them through. How stupid. Maybe he should go over them. What if there are some letters? Jungkook wanted to know, but he was too tired to get up again, so he decided to look for it tomorrow.