i know i should probably block you on social media, but i can't and i don't know why. i know it'll be good for my health, emotional and mentally. i hate seeing your name pop on my screen, i want to tell you to leave me alone. it makes my heart race and not in a good way. i start thinking what is it? what does he want to talk about? what could it be? are you thinking of me? do you regret what you did? are you here to say sorry? are you going to own up to what you did? am i finally getting the apology i deserve? do you see where you went wrong? are you coming to the terms of the pain you've caused me? or does it still not matter? because you moved on so quick, so quick to dismiss my feelings for you. you didn't even glance back. did i ever matter? was it all a lie?
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diary, I guess
Randomthis is just a place of thoughts of whatever is on my mind, maybe you can relate, or not. i've always liked writing, this is just a form of expression. this is what I'm going through from personal experience
